Y/n is a girl that posts KPOP dance and vocal covers on her YouTube and other SNS. She's being singing, dancing and acting all her life and has been waiting for her dreams to become a famous performer and entertainer to come true. On her journey to...
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There we were. Me and Jungkook shirtless (bra on) straddling his lap as we made out. Exactly what we've been doing for the few weeks every time before I would go to the recording studio or work on my music. Like this guy used to be my bias and now he's my boy- well not my boyfriend but definitely the guy I like who I think likes me back I think. I had also already played overwatch with Jimin and Tae a few times to get them off my back on what I was doing In the mornings.
"Mhmm Wait Jungkook stop." I said as he stopped placing hickeys on my chest.
"What babe?" He said making me scoot closer to him purposely grinding on his crotch making him bite his lip and lean back onto his headboard taking his hands off my butt and behind his head.
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"Jungkook I'm being serious. I want to talk to you." I said trying not to laugh.
"And you want to do that while trying to get me hard?" He said making me laugh even more but I had to stay quiet because of the boys.
"Fine then I'll just go And come back once you've dealt with your boner." I said starting get off him knowing he would pull me back and that's exactly what he did.
"Fine Fine. What do you want to talk about?" He asked caressing my sides.
"Jungkook... I like you," I said looking down "And I want to know exactly what we are before we continue doing this because I'm a... I'm a... I'm a virgin. I'm a virgin and I want to give myself to you."
"Wait your a virgin?!" He asked with these huge big shocker eyes. I just stayed quiet as I could tell it was rhetorical. "Shit." He murmured to himself. It was quite for a while and I didn't know what his face looked like because I was looking down trying to not look at him. That was until I felt my head lift us by his hand.
"Y/n I like you as well but I really didn't think you were a virgin. I don't think I deserve you and your trying to give me this big responsibility. All we've basically done is make out. I've never felt this way about anyone and no other girls has made me feel like this before a-"
"Wait... you've been with other girls?" I said quietly cutting him off.
"I mean yeah. Us boys have to satisfy our needs somehow without just using our hands but that doesn't matter-" He said so calmly.
"Oh. " Was all I could say. I cut him off. I couldn't think straight. I really thought we were going to be each other's firsts.
"How stupid can I be." I said out loud thinking I just thought it until a soft bit veiny hand lifted my head up slowly to have my eyes meet his.
"You are not stupid Y/n. You are incredibly smart but I don't know if I'm the right person to take your virginity. We barely know anything about each other." I could feel the tears in my eyes wanting to drop but I wouldn't let them.
"Then why can't we change that?! Why can't we get to know each other i we like each other?! We're in the same company-"
"EXACTLY Y/N! We're in the same company so this will never work!" He said it. He really said it.
"Wow.... so this is done?" I asked with tears dripping down my face.
"Let's just pretend this never happened." He replied back to me.
"So if I made out with someone else you wouldn't care?" I asked looking him dead in the eyes.
"Of course I would ca-.............. Yes I wouldn't care." He couldn't even say it to my face. "Friends?" How could he even say that?!?!
"Whatever kook." I said putting on my T-shirt and walking out the room heading two rooms down.
Jimin's room.
I knocked on the door.
"Who is it?"
"Me Y/n"
I heard a rush of footsteps to the door and I quickly wiped away my tears.
"Oh hey Y/- Wait are you okay? It looks like you've been crying." He said resting my hand on my shoulder.
"I'll talk to you about it later but for right now how about we play those video games?" I said with a smile and he jokingly smirked at me moving out of the way so I could walk in. Right before I walked in I looked past my shoulder to the room I had just left to see a pair of chocolate brown eyes peering at me.
I looked away first and walked straight into Jimin's room.
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