Big Hit secret | BTS JJK

Part 17

Tears started streaming down the side of my face as I laid in my bed looking at the bright phone screen in front of me. She stopped looking at my messages. Was she done with me? Forever? She couldn't be right? I'm still her best friend... I think.

It had been an hour since my alarm last rang but I didn't care. I would probably pay for missing my own rehearsal but I didn't care about that either. It hurt like hell to lose my only friend.

Just as I was deep in my thoughts I heard a loud knock. I tried to stay still wrapped under my blankets hoping the person would just go away but my emotions just got the best of me.

~ Jungkook's POV ~

Silence

I cracked the door open a little bit hoping that the silence meant that she had gone to dance practice already but I was wrong. Pocking my head in I saw a figure wrapped in blankets. "Y/n?" I asked hoping she would reply but she just stayed still. As I got closer to her I could slowly hear her sad cries getting louder making me close the door and rush to her side.

Laying on the edge of her bed I rubbed her back soothingly as it faced me asking "Y/n what's wrong?" I was worried of course. She just turned to face me and stuck her head in my chest crying. Trying to comfort her I wrapped my arms around her back as well as slowly brushing her hair. I quickly texted the company through my manager and her choreographer telling them that Y/n was sick while comforting her so she wouldn't get in as much trouble as she would get into if she just didn't turn up.

We just stayed like that for a long while. I didn't care if she had rehearsal. I just wanted her to stop crying and tell me her worries.  I wanted to be that person for her

(They are cuddling like this but his back is on the wall and under her bed covers btw.)

~ 25 Minutes later ~

She had stopped crying a few minutes ago and was just thinking in silence. She moved for a second getting more comfortable on me. She sniffled for the last time and then reached for something under her pillow. It was her phone. She handed it to me and just said "Read." I was confused but just nodded my head grabbing the phone out of her hand with my left hand.

My eyebrows furrowed as I read the messages from her so called 'best friend'. I role my eyes as I read Jisoo's messages. I placed the phone on her bedside table and went back to hugging her. "You're both in the wrong," I said trying to be honest but she already knew that. "But she shouldn't have talked to you like that. She just doesn't understand that-"

"Yeah I know." She said quietly cutting me off. I just placed a kiss on her forehead

"You know we can't tell her," I reminded her. "I wish you could so this would never happen and I wouldn't have to see my beautiful girlfriend cry."

She giggle quietly into my chest and said "I have no my tears to cry."

"Good," I smiled. "I already talked to the company and told them you were sick." I mentioned.

She nodded her head into my chest again this time sniffing my scent in. "You smell good." She spat out wrapping her self tighter around me. I did the same sniffing her washed hair.

"You smell way better." I said. She looked up at the starting into my eyes. She used my shoulders to get up a little bit before placing a small peck on my lips.

"Thank you." She said simply but before I could answer she had connected out lips again. The kiss was a mix of sweet and passionate. She needed this. So she would be more comfortable I pulled her other leg so she could straddle me under the covers. She slowly started grinding on my dick as we made out.

I chuckled making her lift up her head confused. "This is just bringing back memories." Talking about the little make outs that started our relationship. She just rolled her eyes playfully and slapped my chest lightly before going back to kissing me. This time she started kissing me all over his body after somehow taking off my black sweater. Started with my lips, leading to my neck, chest, abs and ending at my v line. She was about to start pulling down my sweatpants until I stopped her. She looked at me confused. "What happened?" She asked

"I told you already I don't think we're ready." I replied

She looked up at me like a little puppy. "Please I need this." I just looked to the side of the room contemplating what I should do. "I already feel like a bad friend don't make me feel like a bad girlfriend."

"I don't know Y/n..." I said trying to bring her back up until I saw tears in her eyes. I can't make her cry. But I just can't yet "Y/n don't cry please," I pleaded but I saw the tears slowly leave her eyes. "Look I just respect us, No respect you so much that I want to take my time with this..." I said as I grabbed her face with both my hand making her look into my eyes. "Please." I begged and I wiped her tears and finally she nodded her head. "Thank you." I smiled giving her a kiss and pulling her up closer to me so that we could cuddle again.

"You know you really make me feel like I'm trying to take your virtue or something." She said shyly.

I just chuckled and said "As if I have a virtue to take." She just glared at which made laugh again. "Hey how about I go take a shower and then bring my sick girl breakfast in bed?" I asked her winking at the sick girl part.

She giggled and said "I would love that." Giving me a last kiss before I got out of bed.

"I'll be right back." I told her as I left the room smiling at how cute my girlfriend was.

~

How did y'all like the JK POV 👀 want more of just Y/n's POV? Btw I know I changed the chapter but I didn't want them to be intimate with each other until later in the book so that they could have a deeper bond and relationship. Make sure to vote and comment what you want to happen between Y/n and Jungkook or the other members.
💋