Megan POV;
To say I was nervous, was an understatement. Zack had messaged Alex a while ago saying he had accidently spilt to Louis.
Now let me set you straight:
1. We didn't plan it as I already have 4 kids
2. I was still unsure about dating Alex
3. When we did it, it was a mistake and we shouldn't have
I was scared, I was hurt. I had only been with two people in my life before this, and only one was a choice. I never had done it with someone I cared about other than Louis. He was my true first. I know had a baby inside me and for the first time in what had to be about twenty years it wasn't Louis'.
I held the ultrasound in my hand. It was tiny, brand new the size of a peanut.
'Our baby, the size of a peanut. He or she will be spoiled. Because they're ours. They're mine, my own child. We're having a baby Megan!'
Everything I was feeling reminded me of Louis in one of the four pregnacies we went through. I could feel my breath quickining and I called Anna, she was one of the few people that I could call and she would calm me down."What's going on Gingerish?"
"I, uh, damn, uh-" I didn;t have to finish.
"I'm on my way." She said.
"No wait- can I go to your house, I don't want my kids hearing this." Anna kind of gasped.
"Oh, okay. Cory and Darcy are out with Harry."
"Alright cool, I'll see you in twenty, call Shay too please?"
"Sure thing." With that Anna hung up. I swallowed my breath, Louis was going to confront me soon. I knew that. I knew he was going to, from what I heard he was acting weird after he and Zack talked. I got in my car and drove to Anna's where Shay's car was already in the driveway.
Getting out of the car, the front door was already opened, revealing two of my best friends, smiling at me worriedly. I walked in quietly and the three of us sat on her king size bed in her guest room. "What's up."
I kept quiet for a little bit. I started picking at the old scars, so old that I could almost barely see them anymore. "Alright, we need some beers."
Anna said getting up. "I can't."
I mumble quietly and she automatically sat down again. "Megan......"
"Are you?" Shay questioned. I pulled out the folded ultrasound and slid it towards them as if it was a drug deal or something.
"Oh my god, is it Louis' or?" I shook my head.
"Alex." I was able to say quietly. As if on cue both Anna and Shay pulled me into a hug. I didn't know what to do, I wanted to cry, really bad. I knew Alex never had a kid and I didn't know if he was going to stick around. I didn't want to be alone during this.
"I'm scared...." Was all I was able to say. Anna grabbed my phone and dialed someone, my guess Alex.
"Hello, Gaskarthith? It's Anna. So I heard, congrats. But listen hear you little shit, if you hurt her while she is with you, carrying your baby, raising your child, I will not hesitate to cut your dick off cause I obviously know you have one or Megan wouldn't be pregnant. This isn't a warning but it's not threat either. It's a promise. Enjoy the rest of your day Gaskarthith." With that she hung up. Shay and I both laughed a little.
"Now why don't we make some brownies and celebrate this. You may be scared but you have your best friend to support you here this whole time." I smiled and thanked them. After we ate our brownies, Shay left because she had to pick up Aria from a party.
There it was, Anna and I just like way back when. When we were in Paris, right after she married Harry in Vegas, when we first met and so many times after. Anna looked at me and laughed. "I know what you're thinking about? Paris right? If only we could do that again."
I gave her a smirk. She understood me perfectly. "Where though?"
"Adien has a cabin up in Maine, I have a key. We stop at my house quickly, Louis has the kids." Anna smirked.
"Now go! I'm giving you 10 minutes to pack." Anna gave me a stink eye but ran to her room. I could hear the suitcase falling, her swearing and clothes being thrown. she came back with a stuffed suitcase with some stuff popping out.
"Let's get to your house so you can pack, you get 15 minutes cause special privaledges" I laugh getting into her car. This is actually happening.
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"Flight 3215 to Portland, Maine is now boarding first class." This is actually happening we are actually going to Maine. Anna looked over and laughed as we got up. Goodbye UK, for now at least.
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"WE ARE LIVING ON A LAKE THERE ARE FISH DOWN THE STAIR, MEGAN!" I looked at her innocently. We were now at my brothers small cottage in Maine, no wifi, no signal, just peace.
"You don't have to go down there. We can go to the movies later, I'll pay to make it up." She sat there for a little.
"Can we go to a bookstore too since there is no wifi?"
"Course."
"I get to pick the movie?"
"Duh." She looked at me then smiled.
"This won't be that bad." She went outside to look at the little cabin outside. I took the time to observe the cabin. The dock had changed, but it still had the paddle boat, and canoes. Inside it still had the four rocking chairs, always rearranged with the bed in the porch. The living room with the two uncomfortable couches, with the king chair, the little black and white TV above the fireplace. The bathroom still uncomfortably fun. The dining room small, with the mix- match chairs and the cartoons painted on the wall connected to the kitchen with the two bedrooms connected to them. The first one two twin beds with more cartoons. The other, small, walk in closest size, a queen bed with chip and dale. It was small and sweet.
A good place to think about how in hells name am I going to fix my fucked up life up.
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HEY GUYS! I'm sorry for such a long wait! It's just fanfic was taking a break cause I was getting annoyed from it. But I felt like writing so, TADAH!
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