Future
Ciara cradled the baby named after myself in her arms, smiling at him and laughing when he attempted to squeeze her cheeks between his smaller hands.
I watched with a half smile on my face as she started to twirl around with him safely in her arms. The image of a mother and her son was beautiful, no matter the circumstance of the situation.
But that baby, the one that I had thought I made with Ciara, was not mine.
I frowned slightly, but shook my head. I was over the initial shock of being with her for so long, and conceiving a child with her, only for it to be another man's.
Of course, I loved Ciara, and I still did. I would always love her, she was the first woman to ever show me what love and affection was. To harbor feelings for an individual like she had for me was something I was trully grateful for. And I could never hate her for the mistake, or choice that she made.
"Nayvadius ?"
She had put the baby down inside of the play pen in the living room, stuffed with small plush animals and rattles with small soft balls. I smiled slightly as he started to suck on his pacifier as he hugged the shit out of a plush lion I'd bought him the day he was born.
When Ciara had called my name, I looked at her and dropped my glance only slightly.
She was dressed in an expensive Black robe, outlined with gold glitter and black rhinestones. She always did like flashy shit.
Her brown and blonde hair was tied into a messy bun, and a few strands sat comfortably on the sides of her face, and partly on her forehead. She wasn't wearing any make up, but a thin layer of eos was lined on her small lips. And to top it all off, she smelled like citrus and an expensive perfume I couldn't put my finger on.
"Yes, Ci."
She plopped herself in my lap and leaned her head against my shoulder. I smiled slightly,
"Why are you so distant ? Is it about the baby thing ? I apologized, I don't know what e-"
I kissed Ci's forehead and chuckled slightly as she started to ramble. It was cute.
"Ciara, it's fine. It's not about the baby.."
She crinkled her nose and kissed on my shoulder as she snuggled herself deeper into my side.
"Then what is it ?"
She looked concerned, and I smiled as I looped an arm around her petite waist.
"It's Trey..even after everything that's happened, I love him, I miss him. But he'd rather run back to the nigga that's going around fucking anything that walks."
Ciara started to run her hands through my dreads, and massaged the base of my scalp with her freshly manicured fingers. I hummed my thanks and felt my eyes close as she sighed and re-positioned herself on my lap.
"Nayvadius, if Trey loves you, and sees you for who you really are, then he will be back. Remember the real reason why he started to date Chris in the first place. I'm surprised that their relationship has seemed to hold out this long.."
Ciara's hands found themselves on my shoulders, and I groaned as she brushed against my collar bones with her cold fingers. It felt good to relax with her, for old times sake. Considering the fact that bow wow, or Shad Moss, was the father of my- Ciara's - Child..
"And I know that, but what if he honestly does love Chris ? I miss him Ciara.."
Ciara presses her lips against my neck and slides down. Her head rests at the top of my jeans, and I watched her in amusement and curiosity. I didn't question her motives, or why she was doing what she was.
But when she welcomed my now growing erection in her hot and wet mouth, I let my head hit the back of the couch as my hands wrapped themselves in her hair.
Auggy
I was calling Chris's and Future's phones back to back. I was looking for Chris, and was ready to give Future my answer. If he was going to help me to win Chris over...then I sure as hell wanted his help.
Trey didn't deserve Chris. He was way to soft, to clingy. Honestly, I thought he should've stucked to females. The same way that I think Future should have, they had both been eith way to many women. I guess that made them perfect for eachother.
Ring..ring...ring..ring..I banged my fist against the steering wheel as I was sent to voicemail once again. Just as I was about to give up hope and take my ass back home, a text came to my phone.
- Chris💦🍆 : what do you want august..
I frowned at the emojis behind his name, and figured I'd change them at a later date. I didn't want him as just someone to get my dick wet.
- You: i just wanna tlk to u chris..where r u ?
- Chris💦🍆 : what is there to talk about? U made it pretty clear what i meant to u.
- You: chris, u mean a lot to me, just please tell me where u are.
- Chris💦🍆 : fine. I'm at home.
- You: good. Stay there. I'm omw..
I sighed and made an illegal ass U-turn, getting on the free way and taking the short 10 minute ride to Chris's house. God could he be stubborn..
Once I had gotten there, I knocked on the door, and Chris reluctantly let me in. He had bags under his eyes, and his lips were chapped. I could tell he had showered, because he smelled like old spice and a tint of weed. His hair was still wet and curly, and I smiled slightly as I ingrained his image into my mind. Damn was Chris attractive.
"Chris.."
I shrugged my jacket off and threw it on the couch. Afterwards, I made steps towards Chris and enveloped him into my arms. I decided against speaking just yet.
"August. You can't just come here hugging me and shit like it's gonna fix every thing. You made it pretty clear tha-"
And that's when I kissed him. I pushed him up against the wall and held his hands above his head. He tried protesting at first, but I bit hard down on his lip, silencing him as he whimpered.
I led him to his bedroom and laid him back against the bed. I ripped through his shirt feverently and bit on my lip as Chris bit on his lip, beautiful glass eyes staring at me with so much innocence.
I took the time to press my lips against his for a brief moment, and trailed down his neck, biting softly on his collar bones, kissing down his pecks and finally stopping to dip my tongue into his belly button.
He shivered and arched up as he grabbed at my hair, and screwed his eyes shut. I smiled and grabbed at the waistband of his boxers and pulled them down slow, watching as Chris flushed and bit on his lip in anticipation. So cute..
Finally, he was naked in front of me. All mine to touch, suck, lick, and kiss. For a minute, the world vanished and nothing seemed important. Nothing but Chris, and the wonderful moans and pants that were coming out of his mouth. All for me.
And then I went down and pressed kisses against the tip of his dick. He shuddered again and arched as his fingers dug into the bed.
Did I really want some other nigga touching Chris the way I was ? Did I want some other nigga fucking him, touching him, kissing him ? Loving him ?
I sighed and ran a finger down Chris's chest.
My answer was evident at first, but now I was back to base one.
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