♧My Crazy Love Triangle《A Breezy and Auggy Love Story》♡

17. Moving On Without You

Auggy

It hurt. God did it hurt. Every fucking day, every night, I slept with Chris in that hospital bed. Talking to him and crying in his chest, asking if he would come back to me. Just once, I wanted to feel his arms wrapped around me. I missed him so much.

Every night, I replaced the flowers in his vase. Every night I talked to him as well as Mel, and I brung him so many cards and stuffed animals. Chris would never admit it cause it hurt his pride, but he loved stuffed animals.

It hurt so bad to know that I would never know if or when Chris would ever wake up.

The first day Chris had been taken to the hospital was turning into 2 years today. 2 fucking years my baby has been in this dumb coma. 2 years he's been relying on a machine to eat and fucking breathe.

Throughout these 2 years, a lot of shit has changed. I was working on another album. Through this last year I've worked with multiple artist that featured on my songs. I plan to release my album on Chris's birthday, which is in two days.

One song I made was with Future and Trey. It was absolute hell. Every studio session we would argue. They were together and they adopted a baby boy. It was surprising for a newborn to even be in the system.

When I was alone with future, he always acted weird. Everyday he asked about Chris and he hated Chris. So I found it weird as hell for him to always ask about him like he actually gave a fuck about the nigga.

Today, I wouldn't be going to the hospital. I had a date with my boyfriend of 10 months. He picked me up off the ground when I had no one else, and I was beginning to love him. Not as much as I loved Christopher, but just a tiny bit.

Publicity was starting to kill me. My fans were upset with me because I had a new boyfriend while Chris was laid up in the hospital, and still is. But I couldn't wait on Chris forever..I'm human. What do they expect ? His fans now hate me, and they are beginning to become more and more crazy everyday.

I pulled my burgundy shirt over my head and sprayed a small amount of cologne on my neck and wrists. I didn't really feel like being seen by the public, so I didn't dress flashy. I put on a pair of plain gold diamond earrings and black sweats with burgundy roshes. I pushed a pair of expensive black tinted shades on my face and a light grey hoodie.

Once I grabbed my iPhone and pulled my hood on, I walked out of the house I shared with Chris and locked up.

An hour later I was pulling up to a shabby Chinese food resturant. It was perfect cause it didn't get any big crowds of attention.

I seen my boyfriend, Omarion sitting at the table with a bag of Chinese food. He noticed me as soon as I sat down and I gave him a weak smile as I pulled my glasses off and shook out of my hood.

"Hey baby."

He spoke to me and I said hey back as I grabbed a fork and started to eat at my Chinese.

"You don't seem so happy today, what's wrong with yo stuck up ass ?"

He joked, but I glared at him and took a sip out of the orange soda he had sitting on the table.

"Well, the love of my life is in a coma, his fans try to track me down every fucking minute of the day, and I release my album in two days. Sorry if I'm more fucking stressed than happy Omarion."

He blinked several times before getting up loudly, causing the small amount of the people in the resturant to look towards us.

"Well AUGUST. If you love that nigga more than me what the fuck am I here for anyway ? Fuck you and your bullshit. Who wants a has been ass nigga anyway ? I was just dating you cause your dick was good. It ain't shit else good about your worthless ass !"

He stormed out of the resturant leaving me by myself, stunned as hell. I'm not the type of nigga to ever be sensitive, but my heart started to break at his hurtful words. Was I really that bad ?

I sighed and looked at the people who were still looking at me.

"The fuck Yall looking at ? Ain't never seen somebody break up before?"

The people in the restaurant all turned their heads back and I picked up my fork and continued to eat for the paid Chinese. I'll be damned if I sit here and throw away good food that's already paid for.

After finishing my food, I rode to the flower shop and brought flowers for Chris and a new card with a big ass stuffed puppy. I pushed all the shit in the car and rode to the hospital.

The nurses and 2 doctors that cared for Chris greeted me with a smile and I weakly smiled back.

"Hello August, how have you been holding up?"

The doctor asked me and I truthfully didn't know what to say to him. I was torn. But Mel always taught me to never show you were hurt, so I just gave him a weak smile.

"I'm fine Doc, just here to see my baby boy."

He smiled slightly and went about his way. I walked into Chris's room and replaced the old flowers with the new ones I bought. I put the stuffed animals against the wall and the card on the stand next to his bed.

Just as I was about to kick off my shoes and crawl in the bed with Chris, I heard a dry voice speak my name.

"A-auggy.."

I turned so fast I could've sworn my head was going to come off my shoulders. Tears started to climb down my face and my legs wouldn't work.

After these 2 years..

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