My toy (Stevinel)

i regret my damn life decisions

Thoughts
Whispers
"Talking"

Steven had always wanted to play with Spinel in the dirty way but he couldn't because Spinel needs time to heal she still hadn't gone over her hate for Pink diamond and she still suffers from that she is not ready.Spinel hides her feelings and isolates herself when she is sad she can bottle up her feeling no one would care until she finally snaps she tries not to arm people but she does it without fear until she realises what she has done she runs away and cries uncontrollably. Spinel had ran away from Steven once she found out he was a yandere and was hurting other people just because of her Steven was the monster and Spinel was the weak person who tried to fight him but failed. He hurt Connie her best friend . I wish I could reverse time nothing is gonna fix my dead friend Spinel thought as she sighed Spinel was in the forest she didnt care what or who approached her she only cared about Connie and herself. We where such good friends now shes gone whats the point of being here should i go back with the Diamonds Spinel was trying her best to not cry. How are the crystal gems i dont even want to think about Steven he disgustes me I cant live with someone like him Spinel thought with a angry expression. I want to kill Steven he is a virus in my life Spinel couldn't stop thinking of Steven.

Back with Steven

Spinel had been missing for a month Garnet wanted to tell Steven where Spinel was but it was too dangerous. "Garnet i'm gonna try to see where Spinel went im gonna look in the forest" Steven looked at Garnet and then walked out of the temple.Garnet was too late either Steven was gonna poof Spinel or make her his and all of them are just traumatizing she couldn't go herself she would get shattered by Steven and she will put everyone in danger. Connie was already gone and a gem was next to get shattered/die Garnet wasn't gonna let thats happen she was too worried this future is just horrible one of the Crystal gems might get shattered and it was all three of them if they did a action that Steven considers it unacceptable so it was dangerous and two of the crystal gems where gonna come when Steven come homes and no one knows.
with Steven he's in the forest
"SPINEL I KNOW YOU'RE HERE COME OUT OR YOU'LL REGRET IT" screamed Steven Spinel didn't want to come out but she was thinking of the consequences she still didn't come out Steven got pissed he knew Spinel was good at hiding so it was gonna be hard for him but he knows her tricks. "Spinel im not gonna hurt you come with me and we can have a little fun." Steven said with a smile. Spinel thought Steven was really charming she squeaked a little while blushing and covering her eyes she wasn't paying attention until Steven got behind her and grabbed her Spinel wanted him to let her go Spinel but Steven just got tired of her and poofed her he did care.Steven wanted Spinel for himself and thats what he is gonna do.
Time skip to Steven getting to the temple
"Hey Garnet where are the other" Steven says annoyed as he puts Spinels gem in the right side of the couch Ganret knew what Steven had done and it was unneceptable he had poof Spinel to stop her from escaping Garnet didn't know what Steven saw in her But no one deserves to be treated like that. Garnet know when the crystal gems where gonna attack Steven his sanity is low lets hope Spinel doesn't reform then Garnet thought of something. "Steven can i see Spinels gem i need to check something on her gem" Garnet said with her voice Steven glares he responds with a "No," Garnet at this point was worried that she was predicting the future it was horrifying. Pearl and Amethyst walk inside the temple asking Steven why he has Spinel's gem they thought it was because of a monster 'I did it myself" Steven whispered with a angry tone the gems couldn't believe this. "Hand Spinel's gem now before we need to fight you." Pearl said knowing she'll win "WHY DONT YOU MAKE ME!!!" Steven sakd angrily while summoning his sheild and throwing it to Pearl the Crystal gems didn't want to fight Steven but they had no choice they took out their weapons. Spinel was reforming she was glowing bright but her soul wasn't. Steven seeing Spinel gave him more strength and he poofed Pearl and stomped on her multiple times which made her gem to shatter her the Amethyst and Garnet where so shocked that they felt supper bad that they poofed. Which made Steven shatter them too Spinel was there and she witnessed it all she stood in shock. "I did this for you sweetheart come we will have fun" Steven said while walking slowly to Spinel the Pink gem was in shock she couldn't move and she slapped him. "I gave you a choice you want to play hard fine i was kiss you slowly and smoothly" Steven said oh shit Spinel had really fucked up probably Spinel was gonna get fucked or raped by Steven no shit sherlock Spinel was scared for her life but she couldn't run after all it is Stevens room so he can wish for anything but why Spinel Connie is pretty nice and Smooth she only wanted to set Spinel free but she failed anyway dammit. Spinel loocked around the room to fing anything she is pretty powerful after all unlike Steven she can jump high without floating or any unlike Steven he needs to float So Spinel jumped she knew Steven was gonna kill her but she didn't want this she didn't want Steven she just wanted her friends back it's her fault she should just dissapear Steven was pissed he jumped after her after all his emotions control him he felt anger which didnt help him so he just kept jumping until he can reach her he felt pretty angry but it all went away when he saw Spinel face sad and scared Spinel really tried her best to get away from Steven because of her family. Steven hugged Spinel like the fatass that he is he brought Spinels weight down but Spinel didn't want to be touched by Steven they're not even friends anymore Steven had lost Spinel's friendship and trust No SHIT. Spinel was going to get fucked Sweet home Alabama

The reason it's short it's because i am pretty tired and i have work and im planing my future

And i mostly dont ship it anymore i dont like Steven x Connie either
Yeah im more interested in CountryHumans like yeah i changed a lot