As we were having breakfast, I whispered to Sister Chansook «May I ask you something Sister?»
She nodded «Of course.»
«Khm, what... What does "slut" means?»
She gasped and exclaimed loudly «JISOO!! WHERE DID YOU LEARN THAT?!»
I looked down knowing I had all my Sisters attention «I've heard a girl calling me like that... But I don't know what it means.»
She said seriously «It's a bad word, it means prostitute. Which is a woman, who dresses provocatively as it's her job to allure, attract men and even women if they are sinners and are into other women, to have sexual intercourses with her, with many many many people. For then getting paid. Yes, a prostitute is a woman who sells her body.»
I gasped in shock «B-But I'm a virgin, I'm pure... How come I've been called like that?» I felt tears brimming my eyes.As I always lived in the monastery, I've always been loved and respected, with no possibility to get stronger and capable of dealing with certain things, so I was extremely sensitive.
Sister Annabelle stern but compassionate voice said «That someone mustn't be a cultured person. Hence you shouldn't believe what they said to be true. Forget whatever word it was and keep going with your peaceful life. Okay?»
I nodded «I understand...»I didn't know why I was being so stuck over something that was nothing more than a mere dream, no, a nightmare but something was telling me that it wasn't just that. Or maybe I was really shocked and over reacting.
I reached my room to get some stuff I would have needed for today's job, when I suddenly felt uneasy, as I looked around my room I saw no one and nothing, so I shrugged it off thinking it was the after effects of my dream. Why would any bad entity want to terrorize me when I did nothing bad and I was impossible to corrupt?
«What gives you all this safety?» my nightmare girl's voice echoed in the empty room making me yelp «You might have been grown here, you might have never seen bad so you're innocent and pure. But trust me, it'll be so easy to corrupt you stupid girl.»
«God will protect me! You can't do anything! What do you want from me? Why me?» I asked scared still looking around
«Do you know what I am?» the voice asked back making me shook my head «I'm a succubus. To make it very VERY short, I'm all about sex, sex and sex again.»
I gasped «I have n-nothing to do with that!»
«Not now, but soon. Because I'm feeling nice, I will let you choose, would you like to lose your virginity with a dildo or a dick? Or my tongue? Or fingers?»
«I won't give you my body!» I turned on my heels and went for the door calling for help, but the door wouldn't even budge as I heard her saying
«I won't let you escape easily.»
I turned around and gasped pressing myself onto the door and covering my face «Why are you here!? I-It's protected by God and blessed and wear some clothes!»
She huffed and said «I'm wearing something more covering bitch.»
I removed my hands and looked at her mumbling now having a decent view of her «Holy moly, you're gorgeous... Though you're really red...»(A/N: Shout out to my HORRIBLE editing skills who makes her look like she had a really bad tan or burn ahah but unless Lisa doesn't purposely change her skin color to look normal she'll be, red! Ahah)
Lalisa shrugged «I know. I bet you're even more beautiful without that... Thing on you.»
«I-I'm a nun, this is what we wear... Why are you here? God is looking over us, everything is blessed and pure...»
She shrugged «It's more sinful than you think and, although I'm a "devil's creature" this shit you're talking about does nothing to me.» she stood up and made her way towards me, as I pressed myself on the door
«Stay away from me!!»
She smirked and placed her hands beside my head, looking me up and down and scrunching her face «We should start by removing this horrible costume...»
«Don't disrespect our uniform!» I told back trying to look brave, though if I had to be honest I was terrorized, it was my first actually meeting something from hell. I was uneasy and scared, only the Devil knew what that "Lalisa" had in mind. But a question was lingering in my mind apart from my terrified state...why me?
I was always a good girl and never did anything wrong, why such creature would have come for me?
«Kyaaah! Get away!» I yelled pushing her away after she tried to unzip the zip behind of my uniform «Depraved girl!» I turned around and banged on the door calling for help when suddenly it opened hitting my forehead and Sister Annabelle asked worried
«What's happening!? Jisoo!»
I quickly ran to her not caring about my forehead and hugged her while crying, I was really scared «A-A succubus! A succubus is here!!» I said pointing behind me
«I see no one dear..» I turned around and she indeed wasn't there
«She was here just before you opened the door! I swear! I was so so scared!» she hugged me back and hummed, looking around my room
«Let's get this room blessed by the superior, okay?»
I nodded humming «Yes please and thank you.»I shuddered at the thought of the gorgeous girl, sure if she wasn't red and maybe more conservative she would pass for a very innocent and pure girl. Maybe I could have helped her, it's never too late to change, to ask forgiveness and amend every sin. I could make her my mission.
«Sister Annabelle, may I ask you something?» I questioned while peeling potatoes with her
«Of course.»
«Well, you've explained me what a succubus is... I- What if I try to, you know, help her? Try to make her good? Is there any chance I'll succeed?»
She stopped peeling and looked at me, giving me a small smile «Oh honey, God's love and forgiveness has no limit. Even in creatures like the succubus there's a little good. Not many creatures or people are fully and completely corrupted. You could succeed, but it'll be hard, you might fail. And dealing with creatures like the ones from down there» she pointed at the floor «it's not easy and can be dangerous. You might get corrupted as well. You must be very careful if you want to help this succubus you've been telling me about.»
I gasped and looked at her hopefully «So you do believe me!»
She nodded and went back to peeling «Just like I believe in God, I believe in the Devil and everything connected to them. But be extremely careful of every move you do. They might be able to read your mind, they can know every move of yours.»
I gulped, shivering «You're scaring me...»
«I'm warning you. You should be scared, but also not.»
I shook my head scrunching my eyebrows «I don't understand Sister...»
«It's actually very simple, you should be scared because as you know they're from Hell, so they're dangerous, they're corrupted souls or creatures, they know no limits, they're full of tricks to make you sin or even bring you on their side. But at the same time you shouldn't be scared because we have our Lord looking over us, we have His protection, He would never let us down.»
I nodded slowly «I'm kinda understanding...»Though I'm still terrified. What the heck does that demon girl wants from me exactly? And why me? I'm still very confused...
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1304 wordsHello, yes, very short chapter I know, but I feel like I've abandoned you which is not like that. So I thought that though it's a short one I should have updated.
Also, my phone broke. Fuck it. So I'm using my old one which was quite problematic, but it's okay.
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