Losing hope [bang Chan]

A inconvenience

Hey, my name is Seo Runa I'm 16 years old.
I lived in LA in the United States but I just had to move to Busan in South Korea because my father got a job opportunity and that it would be nice to move there to be reunited with family.
I have a older brother, his name is Seo Changbin. Tomorrow Is going to be our first day in school since the states. I would be lying if I said I want to go. My brother was always popular, girls always wanted to talk to him, but me on the other hand everyone avoided me. I was quiet never really talked unless I had to. Therefore people viewed me as weird. That's what led me to my depression and suicide attempts. No one knows only I do. You would never see me a day without a long sleeved shirt.

I didn't want to go through the same thing I did at my last school, I at least need one friend. But like in every school, there is always the one kid that gets pushed around. I just hope it's not me.

I took a shower, cleaned my face, and made a playlist of my favorite Kpop songs for me to fall asleep to. And like that I dosed off listening to the music coming out of my earbuds.

         ———next morning———

"Runa wake up, you don't want to be late~~"
Changbin said while pinching my cheeks, instantly making me wake up. "Changbin stop itt" I whined while he let go laughing as he got up to leave to my room to continue getting ready himself. I go through instagram for a good 7 minutes before I get up to take a shower. I get out of the shower and put my school uniform on. I walk down stairs just to be greeted by my dad and brother sitting and having breakfast. "About time your ready" Changbin said making my dad laugh. " at least I don't look in a mirror for hours" I said back sticking my tongue out.
Time skip—
My brother and I finally arrived at school. We step out of the car, and girls are instantly all up on him. "Who's that!!" "I don't know but he looks hot as fuck" ugh like i imagined. Once again no one pays attention to me. I decided to head inside the building to go to the office to get my schedule. As soon as I enter I was surrounded by people having conversations and just being loud in general. No one paying attention to me just like I hoped.
After some time of walking I finally found the main office. "Hello young lady how may I help you?" "Hi I'm new and I need my schedule please" "name?" "Seo Runa" "here you go, have a good first day". I grabbed my schedule, and as soon as I did, the ringed signaling that it's time for everyone to head to class.

As I was walking to my class, I bumped into someone and fell. "Watch out where your going dumb ass" the dude said glaring at me in disgust. Great already got some one to hate me. Not gonna lie he is cute, but obviously he is one of those people.
I got up and continued heading to my class.

I entered the classroom, and everyone was looking at me. "You must be the new student please introduce yourself" the teacher said. Damnit "hello I'm Seo Runa I lived in America since I was born and moved here recently, please take care of me" I said "you can sit next toooo..... Umm bangchan raise you're hand please" I looked up to the boy who raised his hand, I recognized him almost instantly he was the dude who I bumped into earlier. Lord have mercy on my soul. I started walking towards him and took my seat.

The whole class time he didn't speak to me, which I honestly didn't have a problem with, but every once in a while I would catch him staring at me which kinda made me uncomfortable. A couple minutes later the bell rings signaling its time for the next class. I got up collecting all my stuff when bangchan spoke to me. " don't try to talk to me or interfere with my life" he said coldly. "Not like I ever wanted to" I said back just as cold. "I wouldn't talk like that if I was you, I could ruin your life just like that" he said getting closer to me. "I don't care I have nothing to lose anyways" I say getting ready to walk away but he grabs my wrist "you asked for it" he says pushing me into the desks while walking away smirking.

God what did I do??

Sorry if this is really bad this is my first story. Either ways Thankyou for reading the first chapter.