Up at 5 Am, Thinkin,
Calculating where & when the brink is,
These days these realizations & emotions are more logical in who I think of,
These days, I hope what connects is a result of when we link up,
Do we split ends or accept the breakage,
Are home runs how you base it,
The checks in my name but you still wonder who I bank with,
What more is there I could do,
I'm already open as what I've promised to,
It's acknowledged when I'm proud of you,
Not one direction needed when in route of you,
But where do I go now that I'm following you,
I'm tryna match your energy like tic tac,
The times where I'd tip toe around I can't get back,
Road trips planned but yet a destination has been dispatched,
Your bags been packed,
But I'm zipped & closed this pact,
Who's turn is it to have an issue,
I usually skip mine,
Usually we're in tune until the next line,
There's no next lie,
Just last night I thought I knew where we were tryna go,
I can't think of a farther measure That I can go,
Everywhere I've tried to go,
I been,
You say open up more, like this ain't the only way I know how to vent,
You say stop tryna be simple,
Stop living with capitalizations, & with more indents,
Is it starting to haze my intentions,
I wanna prolong this, I don't wanna go missing,
It's not that I'm lazy, I'm just trying to be persistent ,
I get it,
We're both invested, & no longer timid,
Get me just don't get it,
I hope you know I'm not fighting my discrepancies,
Fuck what I think, tell me what you need,
But I'm the one you're trying, to gain a feel for,
Don't hesitate to ever tell me how you feel, Fuck how I'll take it, even though you're just telling me, so it's something I can be aware of,
There's only so much a nigga can make up,
You say where's my discrepancies,
I've settled them,
I only reflect so the real ones can settle in,
Your communication, isn't rebellious,
My hesitation, is only embedded,
Cause when you look in my eyes, simplicity's what I cherish,
Don't let my lack of complaints defy what I want to last forever,
