My Cure

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Jin's POV
I let Namjoon in and sat down on the couch as he sat next to me. "What are you here for?" I said without looking at him. "Jin I just want another chance with you, I really love you and I can't be without you." I scoffed. "If you really did Namjoon, then you wouldn't have been making out with that girl when I came back from the store!"
~Flashback~
I had driven to the store to get some ingredients since I realized Namjoon hadn't been a really good mood lately so I decided to make his favorite food to hopefully cheer him up a bit. I got al the things I needed and went back to the car and drove back. Namjoon and I have been dating for about 3 years and I don't regret it at all.

I unlocked the door and what I saw just wanted me to break down. There was a girl onto of him as they were making out and I could that he had gotten some hickeys from that girl. "Namjoon?" They both stopped and looked at me, he had gotten the girl off of him. "Baby it isn't what it looks like!" I chuckled. "So making out with a girl behind my back wasn't your fault? Because I couldn't give you what you wanted right!?" I was a crying mess and just threw the bag at him. "I was gonna make you your favorite dinner but you can do it yourself!"

I stormed to my room as he went after and the girl had already left. I was getting my bags packed with my clothes, shoes and everything that I had and put all of them in my car, I went back inside to get a picture of me and my family until Namjoon grabbed my hand. "Jin I didn't mean to!" I looked at with tears falling down. "If you didn't mean to then why did you do it?" I grabbed the picture and walked back to the car and drove to the only person I trusted. Hoseok.

I knocked on the door as he opened the door. "Jin what happened?" He let me in and I sat down and tried explaining but words wouldn't leave my mouth. "Let me guess, Namjoon cheated on you?" I only nodded as he pulled me into a tight hug assuring me that I would be fine without him anyway. "But we dated for three years Hoseok, I trusted him but he just made out with that girl as if we weren't even together!" He sighed. "Well you know what Jin? He's missing out since he can't see that he had someone really talented and amazing and nice. So it's his fault he did that."

I had started to calm down. I smiled at him. "I guess you're right...." He smiled and got up. "Now, let's go unpack your things and we can go to the store and get a bunch of snacks that we won't even finish, but still get them." "Sure, let's go!"
~Flashback Ends~

"Jin, I know what I did wrong okay? It was wrong for me to just kiss that girl at all! So can you just please, give me a chance?" He held my hand and looked at me. I didn't know what to say, I miss him but what he did was unforgivable and I don't think I can ever forgive me. "I'll...I'll think about it okay?" He nodded and left. I locked the door once he left and ate dinner, took a shower and brushed my teeth and tried going to sleep but it failed. I had checked the time and it was 2 in the morning, I only had three hours until work so I might as well just try getting sleep.

I had tried closing my eyes and fell into a deep slumber since I had been cooking all day. I just have to tell Hoseok about Namjoon.