"Hiding"
Black and White,
That's how I painted my whole life.
I see things in a different light.
Others are content to live in a reality life,
While me? I want to escape,
From a painful reality.
I'm tired.
Of the cross I bear.
And being lost in the middle of nowhere.
So I enter Fantasy.
I fool myself that it exist,
In believing that I'm just a normal girl.
I smile, I laugh...
But in truth, I hold my tears back.
I choke on them often and often my world goes black.
I feel my composure dwindling fast.
I wonder and kept wondering.
When this Fake me will last?
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