Your Heart (Sad Jelsa)

Letting Him Go

Elsa's POV

I woke up because of the sound of the creaking door. I looked at it and saw it open. I stood up fast and got in. 'Finally' I thought. I looked at the beds that were in the room.

  "Jack?" I whimpered. I walked to the nearest bed and stared at it. I shakingly held fhe blanket that covered the body. I closed my eyes before uncovering the body. I looked at the corpse. It wasn't Jack. I sighed. There were 2 more corpses I didn't check so I went to the one beside the one I first went to. I took it out quickly and saw a lady. Not Jack.  I was about to reach for the last one when somebody pulled me out of the room.

  "Let me go! I want to see my boyfriend! Let go!" I yelled at the nurse.

  " Your not allowed to go there, miss. Now, I would let you sleep here outside in your sleeping bag but not in therd, or else I will call the guard and pull you out." She said warning me. I didn't wa t to leave so I stopped struggling.

  " Why aren't you letting me in? I just want to see him. He's dead anyway." I said. She stiffened a bit.

  " R-rules, ma'am." She said nervously. It was like she wanted to hid something but I just shook it off. I sat on my sleeping bag and stared at the door.

I miss you, Jack. I want to see you, my Augustus.....

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I woke up and saw the nurse talking to Jack's mom. I was glad to see her. I ran to hug her. I was shock because she didn't hug me back. But I just shook it off.

  ''Can I please see Jack? Please, I want to see him." I told her. She just stared at me and shook her head in disbelief.

SLAP

  " Are you that pathetic and clingy? Well, I'm sorry but we just burned his corpse this morning. He's gone, Elsa. Because of you. It's your fault. My son is dead because of saving your life.  You have no more right to be close to our family. Ever. Again." She said. I was shock because for the past few days,  she was nice to me and accepted me.

  " I didn't want him to do that. I didn't wish for him to do that. In fact, I want him alive. I want him here with us instead of him saving me. I love your son." I told her. She looked furious.

  " Out. I don't want to hurt you anymore. And I know you don't want it too. So stay out of our family's sight." She said and pushed me making me sit down on the floor. She rolled her eyes and left. The nurse helped me get up.

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I went to the cemetery where Hiccup, Jack's bestfriend, told me where Jack was buried. I put on my sunglasses and brought flowers. I was crying and few people are here. I don't want them to gossip about me. I looked at the tombstone.

'Jackson Matthew Frost'

My boyfriend. He's dead. That's for sure. But what's surer is that I love him. I looked at the black tombstone. I sat down on the green grass and touched it.

  "Hi Augustus Jack! *giggles* I miss you. I want you here.  If only I could make you alive but, it's impossble. You can't bring the dead back to life. You like winter, right? Our favorite season. If that's so, then if only you could be the winter spirit, Jack Frost!  How funny to think that you both have the same names. You said I'm free to love again, right? Well, I think your my first and last.

  I can't give my heart to anybody else because this is yours.  Oooh, the irony. You get it? You gave me your heart so I could live and you said I'm free, but I can't because it is both literally yours. I love you, Jack." I said and forced to smile. I put the flowers to the grass and stood up.

  "I'll leave for now. Don't qorry, I won't forget to come here. If I can't, sorry. Bye, ok..." I said and left. While I was walking, I was crying.

It's official, he's gone. Forever....

Author's Note

WAAAHAHHHHH!!! I HATE MYSELF FOR KILLING JACK. Please vote and comment.