My Popular Roommate

Chapter 7

''Please don't go to school. You are not feeling good.'' My mom said. I didn't answer her. Just hugged her, held my bags and moved toward the door.

''I'm sorry ,mom.'' I started. ''Forgive me.'' Was the last thing I said as I left. I wiped my tear away and started moving. I am really tired. Didn't get any sleep last night. Everything was going so bad now. Josh knew about my past. He would now tell everyone about me. He will tell the whole school and I know that I will face the same thing again. I hate how this is going. I hate myself! I hate that bitch.

''I see you're back , lesbo. I thought you will be crying in your room now.''

''Get over yourself, Josh.'' I didn't even look at him but started unpacking my bag.

''That's why you don't get along with boys?'' He said as he moved close to where I was standing. I didn't want his closeness to distract me. I've been really feeling awkward when he is close to me. I chose to ignore him though. His words hurted me but I didn't want to show that. I wanted him to feel like I don't care. The next thing I felt is him grabbing my hand that I bounced to his chest. I moved my head upwards to look in his eyes. I was shut. No words came out. Nothing came out.

''You disgust me, lesbo.'' He said as his impressions showed clearly how digusted he was. I got mad. So damn mad. I pushed him away and without even thinking I physically slapped Josh. Josh Willson. I moved out the door and shut it hard after me.

''Sage...'' Someone called and I turned to see Sarrah. I ran to her and I found myself hugging her so tight. I neede someone to comfort me. I felt unsafe. Very unsafe. I am feeling bad. I want someone to help me.

''What's wrong?''

''I'm not feeling good and I'm not ready to talk. I don't think I can withstand all this.'' I started crying.

''I've never seen you crying.'' She said slowly as she hugged me again while runninh her hand up and down my back. ''I'm sorry.'' I pulled away, wiped my tears, and moved my hair away of my face to see Josh in front of me.

''What?'' I shouted as tears started to fill my eyes again.

''You are crying? You should be hating your..''

''FUCK OFF JOSH WILLSON.'' I almost screamed as I pushed him hard and moved to the my class. I am of so much pain. I won't let any of this affect me in any way. I am here to study and graduate. Not more than that! I don't even want friends. Not even Sarrah. I want no one.

''You're late.'' The teacher said. I apologized and he let me in.

''So what do you know about trignometry?'' The teacher asked. I love maths. I've always loved practicing and solving exercises. They were all shut.

''Well, anyone here know the sin rule?'' He asked and I found myself raising my hand.

''Yes please..''

''umm..Sin equals cos over tan.'' I answered.

''Great..'' The class have passed by so quickly. Maybe because I liked it. I felt better somehow. As the bell rang, I packed my things and moved out.

''Are you really a lesbian?'' A guy asked. I was shocked. I stayed there not answering not even knowing what to do. I wished my whole life would end by now. I straightened myself and moved away of the guy.

''Hey lesbo, do you go for a threesome.''

''Sage, I'm a lesbo too.'' A girl winked.

''Why were you messing with my boyfriend then.'' Jessie said as she placed her hand on her waist.