My Popular Roommate

Chapter 8

SAGE's P.O.V. 

I didn't want to return back to school. I wanted to stay away for a while. At least till they forget what happened. I always end up hating myself when I remember what happened. I lost everything and I am not willing to let anyone else in except...JOSH. But why Josh? I mean we just hate each other so much. I won't deny that I like him. Yes of curse I like Josh. He is the guy that any girl wishes for. I don't like Josh this way. I simply don't want to be his girlfriend. I want to fight with him. I want him to scream to me and I shout back. I want to push him away and he follows me and try to make me angry. I need this different relationship. I need something like this. I am fed up with guys that tells me they like me and then we kiss, we make out, they want sex and I walk away. I want something crazy like the feeling that strikes me whenever I fight with Josh. I can't forget how much I loved the sound of him telling me ''I love the way I hate you.'' It was all new. Different from all the stories you heard about before. 

''Are you stupid?'' I heard someone saying. I turned to see Josh right in front of me. Unlike girls, I didn't smile. I just moved to where he was standing. 

''Why?'' I asked as I placed a hand on my wrist. 

''You stood up looking at the pale green leaves for more than an hour now.'' 

''This doesn't mean that I am stupid. Maybe I am insane but not stupid.'' I defended myself. I know that what I said was so silly but I never let any word go. 

''Huh..I finally defeated you.'' He laughed as he smirked at me. 

''What no! You didn't! This is not even a debate.'' 

''I know but you lose.'' He started moving  around like a small girl who just received a new barbie doll from her dad. 

''I wasn't  even in the mood to defeat you and you are so silly.'' I said quickly as I opened the passenger's door and got in. 

''Are you mad because I defeated you?'' He asked as started his engine. 

''I am not that silly, Josh.'' I answered. 

''But you lose.'' He teased. I tried hard to control my anger. I decided to look away instead of letting my madness kill me. 

''It is gonna be okay.'' He said as he parked in the school parking. I smiled back to him but still completely knowing what I will face now. This is isn't the first time and won't be the last as LORA is always there.. I didn't wait for him. I just opened my door and got outside towards the school gate.

As I moved in the school, I wished that the ground would break into two and take me with it. People were still giving me the looks and whispering to each other. I didn't want to look at them neither did I want to walk in shame. I wanted to act all confident but didn't seem to do it. 

''I wanna say something...'' Josh started as he stood next to me. All eyes were now glaring at us, probably at Josh, waiting for whatever he was going to say. I was curious too but not until he said ''Sage is my girlfriend.'' Everyone was shocked and started giving the 'O' facial expression. I didn't believe it myself. Why the fuck did he say this? ''Hurt her and I will get the out of you.'' With this I started roaming very fast. Not wanting to hear any of anyones' comments. I didn't want to know what they think about the whole issue. Neither do I want to hear or know their opinion. I am far too old and mature to be with kids. They are all small kids, to me. 

''Talk to me.'' Josh shouted as he pulled me from my arm.

''What do you?'' I screamed. 

''What is wrong with you?'' 

''Why did you do it? I didn't wait for this. I don't want you to be my personal defender, Josh. I can handle my own problems just get be away.'' I shouted hardly that I was barely able to breath. 

''I wanted to...'' 

''I don't want an explanation. Just leave me alone.'' I screamed very loud this time as I covered my ears with my hands. 

''What is going on here?'' Mister Willson. the owner of the school and Josh's father, interrupted. I was so glad he did. I didn't want Josh to be there in front of me again. 

''Not of you business.''

''Behave.'' His father calmly said. He was true. I mean who would talk to his father like that. Every single passing second, I hate Josh more and more. He is a careless kid. Yes he is a kid. Like all the kids in this school. 

''I told you to be away of Sage. She doesn't need a pervert like you. She has already passed through too much.'' Mister Willson warned his son making me calm down for a reason that I didn't even know. Then he looked at me. ''I know what is going on. I promise that each student who said this will gain his or her punishment.'' I smiled but a weak one. A very weak one. The pain inside me was too hard to let a smile appear on my lip. I thanked him and instantly moved forward in the way to my dorm. Josh wasn't following me. 

The walk to my dorm was quite long this time as I was very far. I couldn't help stop thinking about Josh. I've hurt-ed him. He wanted to help but I hurt-ed him so bad. I was hurt too. I didn't want to feel weak. I didn't want someone to defend me. I wanted to feel safe and secure but without showing my weakness and pain to everyone. I trusted Josh lately but he is the reason for the firing pain I was feeling twenty minutes ago. I was in pain. Too much pain. Can I ever handle this? 

I waited for Josh to come for like two hours but he didn't. I didn't prepare any words to say but I just wanted to make sure he is okay. I was really rude but I think he should understand how much pain he put me in. Everyone now would think that I am a bitch because I am the girl who stole Josh from his girlfriend. His whore girlfriend. The door opening interrupted my thoughts. I quickly stood up and faced Josh but nothing came out. He, as well, was waiting. 

''Are you waiting for me to apologize?? I asked as I looked at him as he was insane I mean I won't apologize because I did nothing. 

''Will you shout? Or scream? Or show step on my feelings with your shoe ? '' He was angry. Far too angry than I would ever expect Josh to be. ''All I wanted was to protect you...'' I couldn't let him continue his sentence. I didn't want to hear this shit. 

''I.DON'T.NEED.YOUR.PROTECTION.'' I said every word alone making sure it would appeal clear as crystal to him. 

''You need. You are just far too arrogant than to admit it.'' 

''You know nothing about me.'' I argued as I gave him my back. Not wanting him to see me so weak. He moved to where I was stand and stood just in front of me. 

''I don't know much about you but I know you. I know Sage.'' he said as he leaned into me. His words was like in slow motion moving fluently with the room's air. This was all he said as he moved to his bed. I didn't know what to say or what to do. I am so confused. Everything is so damn complicated. 

____________________-- I know that you hate me guys. You waited too much and I apologize to this. I had exams and all. I have two other stories I have to upload so please forgive me. I hope you like this chapter. Enjoy reading it. I consider MY POPULAR ROOMMATE as my best story and the best roommate script I have ever read.! I dunno I just like it to the extent that whenever I am bored I open it and read it. I hope you enjoy it as much as I do. Love you guys. SORRY if there are mistakes. I don't have an editor. Searching for one. I type from my mobile so there might be a few mistakes and as Joel Brown said ''Your success is determined by how much you can really learn from your failure.'' Thank you guys for reading! 

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