Time Bomb ♡Koli♡

12. brown

I want a motorcycle so bad

Oli gets on his motorcycle and I shortly follow very nervously but excited. I snake my arms around him and can't help but feel his toned stomach in the process.

When he starts the engine I grip on tightly. He starts driving and I blush when the hoodie I'm wearing blows up and then my pink panties are against him. I want to fix it but honestly, I'm too scared to let go at all.

For the few embarrassing minutes of the hoodie going as far as exposing my stomach we pull up at the pink hotel and I push the front down as he gets off. His eyes go to my thighs and I get off and the dress like hoodie falls and covers my thighs.

I hug him- I think I'm addicted to hugging him. The hug is warm and comfortable. The feeling of his tone body against mine may or may not give me dirty thoughts. I want him to kiss me because I'm too scared to start it. The thought of kissing is weird.

I've read about it and seen movies but I don't understand it at all. I'm supposed to put my tongue in his mouth? That seems so weird and stressful. What does it do while In his mouth? What will his tongue do?

What's the purpose?

Well, why do I want to do it so much?

I pull away from the hug and look at my hotel. "Can I come to your room so we can talk?" He says and I nod and grab his hand. We walk in and Vic rushes over and hugs me.

"Are you okay? Do you hurt?" Vic starts saying and pulls away.

"I'm fine, nothing I can't handle," I say and he smiles sadly.

"If you need anything I'll be here," he says and me and Oli start walking.

"Thanks, Vic," I say and we leave and go up the stairs. We walk the long hallway and then we are in my room.

Not thinking too much about it I close my door but when I turn around Oli is super close. He pins me against my door and then his lips are on my own. For a second I'm frozen in confusion but then I start to move my lips the same way he is so we move in sync.

Kissing is scary in a way but I close my eyes and relax a little. His hands grip my hips and I blush. Slowly I put my hands on his torso feeling a little more confident than my first kiss a few hours ago.

He pulls up my hoodie to my belly button and I inhale sharply and part my lips to say something but his tongue enters my mouth. I almost pull back but my head is already against the door. As he starts to kiss me with tongue I try to understand what's happening.

He grabs my hips tightly but this time his warm hands are on my skin and pantie straps. I feel myself grow as we kiss. I'm sorry but my hips and sides are really sensitive and I'm really turned on.

His hands slide up to my sides and I almost moan but I keep it in. His warm hands travel around my torso and I swear it feels something like fire. His tongue explores my mouth and by now I'm comfortable with kissing him back the same way.

I shyly slip my hands up his shirt and feel his tones stomach. I love that he has abs but they aren't gross and bulging. He has a flat stomach.

He hooks his fingers on the straps of my underwear and I find myself wanting him to pull them down. He pulls them an inch or two down and then pulls them up. He then smirks and pulls up more and I gasp at the fact that he's practically giving me a wedgie. He steps back and I immediately fix my underwear embarrassed and he chuckles at me.

I look at the front of his pants and blush as I see he has a raging boner. "Meany," I pout and still smiling he kisses my forehead.

"You're cute when you don't know how to react," he says and plays with my hair.

"How about we ask questions," he says leading me to my bed and we both sit on the pink sheets and blankets.

"What's your favorite thing to do?" I ask him starting us off.

"Look at you, why are you coughing up blood?"

"I screamed so much once it permanently damaged it. Why do you care?" I say and he looks at my throat sadly.

"Because nothing as adorable as you should be in pain. What did you think when we kissed?" He says and I blush.

"I- well... your my first kiss so good. I was scared of kissing but you make it seem easy. What did you think when you saw me at your show?"

"I was really happy I got to see you and I hoped me being a rock star might win your heart," he chuckles and I giggle. I don't like him because he can sing, I like him because of his personality and how he makes me feel. "What's your favorite song?" He asks.

"Iris by the goo goo dolls but I liked that song Mother's tongue, I'll have to look up your music and listen to it more. What about you?" I answer and ask.

"Anything by Lincoln Park or Britney spears," he says and I giggle. I didn't think he would like pop. I look at him in his brown eyes for his question.

"Will you be my boyfriend?"

I blink not expecting that question. I smile and then tackle him into a hug. In the process, I push him down onto my waterbed and his hand grabs me in an instinctive reaction to falling. However, the hoodie got out of place and lifted up so when he grabs me not only is it on my ass is on my skin and thin underwear.

He squeezes and chuckles. I squeal and sit up making it so I'm straddling in his stomach. "I take that as I yes?" He says with a smile and I nod.

"Yes," I say and he kisses me softly.

He ends up leaving after fifteen minutes and I'm left with my thoughts. I now have a boyfriend! I grab my list and look at it.

Be happy

Experience Love

Have a picnic in a field of flowers

First kiss

Virginity

Go to a concert

Kiss at the top of a Ferris wheel

To not worry people

Learn more BMTH songs

Try more things

I cross off first his and change the order and edit it a little. The sun goes down
The stars come out. All that counts
Is here and now.

My universe will never be the same.
I'm glad Oliver came into my life.
It's like he cast a spell on me. I'm so happy and content with my life right now.

Even with my frequent hospital trips I'm still so happy and carefree. What do I have to worry about?

Nothing.

Woooooo, they KiSsEd

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