Kellin has a wishlist he's set on finishing with in a year...
Be happy
Experience Love
Have a picnic in a field of flowers
First kiss
Virginity
Go to a concert
Go to a fair
and
To not worry people
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"Let me in," Oli say during to open the locked door. I wash my hands from blood and put some mouthwash in my mouth and spit.
"I'm only coming out if you promise not to question me anymore. I'm okay, the end," I say and he goes quite.
"Sure," he says and I come out and hug him. He no longer has a boner.. I ruined a moment...
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It's been a week since I tried to give Oli a blowjob and it's been okay. He seems a little more affectionate but nothing else.
Today I'm going to let Holly go, hopefully she can adapt to the weather and stuff. As I go upstairs I think about my baby squirrel. I'm so happy I got to have her in my life, yeah she wont be gone but It won't be guaranteed that I see her every day.
She has gotten better and grew up in my care. I bottle fed her until she started eating nuts and bird food. Shes now capable to live on her own. Maybe this can be my peace offering to the squirrels and Holly can talk to them and get them to love me.
I go up to the cage and open it. Shes sleeping cutely in her nest. I pick her up but freeze as I fee her stuff hard body..
She doesn't move..
Her fur is cold and now so is my heart. My heart brakes and I put her down. "I.. i thought you got better," i mumble biting my lip.
Tears well up as I look at her..
I start sobbing. Holly was my baby.. every day I feed her twice and held her daily. She loved me..
She was happy..
I cry and pull my hair. All hope is lost for me. I run out my door and directly run into Ronnie. He looks at me softly and I he doesn't even have to ask.
"Holly died and- she-" I cry and he hugs me. I cry and whine about Holly's death.
"Oli just walked in but-"
I don't listen to Ronnie and run down the hall and then down the stairs almost falling because I can't see through my tears. I run into Oli and shove my face into his chest and cry.
"O-oh? Love? What happened," he asks softly and I grab his shoulders trying to get myself on him but keeping my face in his shirt. He grabs the backs of my thighs and pulls me up and I wrap my legs around him and cry.
"Um.. should we go?" I hear a British accent that's not Oli says.
"Kellin I brought my friends over so you could meet them.. should they go?" Oli asks and I can't stop crying.
Holly died.. She was like mine and Oli's baby. Does that mean I will just up and die? I choke on my sobs and he rubs my back.
"Theres a inside pool how about you guys go do stuff there. I'm going to go see what happened," Oli says and starts walking.
"Are you hurt? What happened?" He says softly.
"I'm sad," I cry not taking my face away from his shirt.
"Oh baby, I'm sorry," he says and takes me up the stairs.
I sob and grip on tightly. He enters my room and I cry harder. "You left Holly's cage open, she could get away," he says closing the cage.
"Maybe Holly can cheer you up," he says and I hear him open the cage again.
"O-oh.. shit. Okay," he say now leaving the room as fast as he can without being frantic. "I'm sorry, I love you," he says and I cry louder.
He goes downstairs quickly and I just cling to him crying and soaking his shoulder in my tears.
He opens a door. "Jordan come here," he hisses and I hear chattering go quiet. A few seconds later he's closing the door with 'Jordan' next to us but I cant see.
"Go upstairs, turn left, and go into the fifth door on the right. Get the cage out and- kellin do you want a funeral for Holly?" I nod as I cry. "Get the cage and put it in your car. He doesn't need to see it right now. Get matt to go find a pink box that around shoe box size," Oli says and I whimper as I cry.
"Alright, where are you going to be?" The guy says.
"Waitt, okay ugh. Kellin can my friends hang out I'm your room-"
"I dont care," I cry interrupting him.
"Okay just get collected and find a coffin for Holly and put her in it nicely. Make sure it has a lid. I'll be back in- however long he needs," Oli says and the guy agrees and Oli takes me out the hotel.
"We are going to get icecream," he tells me as he takes me down the sidewalk.
