Time Bomb ♡Koli♡

14. sleepy

Holly, its name will be Holly. I'm not sure if it's a girl but it can be a boy named Holly...

My phone beeps and I check it.

Oli: hows your day been going?

I smile looking at my baby and then to the text. I'm having a good day. I can't complain at all. Oliver's so nice for texting me. I'm bad about texting back to I make sure I text back with him.

Me: good! I'm so happy. How are you?

Oli: I'm feeling a bit down but knowing your happy makes me feel better

Me: come over? I wanna show you something cute!

Oli: so I'll get to see you? Okay, I'll be there soon.

I blush because he called me cute. I should probably text back but I get detracted as I stare at Holly. Their parents probably miss them... I know my parents will miss me if I ever disappeared.

I rest my head in my hands as I watch the sleeping animal. I didn't sleep last night. My brain was in overdrive. I ate something last night but threw it up. Lately, I haven't been able to eat.

That's probably why I'm so skinny. I'm skinny but I do have a curvy feminine body. Some guys would hate to have my body shape but I like it. It makes me different.

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The feeling off falling makes me scrambled awake and grab on to the first thing I can. Oli? I look around sleepily and see I'm being picked up.

My eyes catch the clock and I see it's been twenty minutes.. oops, I must have dozed off. Oli puts me into my bed and I pout tiredly and yawn. "You're so cute," he says and kisses my forehead, and then puts the blankets over me.

"Wait? I need to do stuff?" It's too early to go to sleep. 4 pm is definitely too early to go to sleep.

"Baby, you are so sleepy you're slurring your words. Get some sleep I'll come back later," he says and I shake my head.

"No, I wanna talk to you," I pout and he grabs a shoebox and carefully puts Holly in it and closes it. That would be bad if he didn't do that and Holly fell off my desk.

"How much did you sleep last night?" He asks and I feel myself trying to fall asleep.

"I didn't," I mumble and he looks at the door.

"Please stay the night, if you want to.." I say and he smirks.

"It's not night but sure, I had nightmares so I didn't get much sleep," he says taking off his shoes. Then I really look at him. He's not wearing his dark scary clothes. He's wearing a white jacket over a light pink long sleeve shirt with a hood.

I giggle softly and make grabby hands. My arms feel like a hundred pounds. He comes over and I pull back my blankets for him.

Oliver gets in and looks at me. Each blink I take is a struggle to open back up. "The queer.." I feel everything start shutting down. I turn to my side and try to look at Oli but I'm falling asleep.

I feel him rest his hand on my hip and I completely fall asleep.

Falling asleep is so weird if you're fighting it. Or when you know someone is watching you fall asleep. I don't mind Oli watching me fall into a state where I'm vulnerable because I truly trust him. It's bad to trust people so easily but I do.

People could say building walls and having trust issues help you in the long run. I don't really care about the long run, I just care about the here and now. I don't have any trust issues and I'm hoping that's a good thing.

When I wake up I'm against his chest. Our bodies present together like we are one. His breathing is slow so I presume he's asleep but he has a firm grip on me. The crop top I'm wearing has been pushed up in the back due to his hand being on the small of it.

His hand is warm and- manly? Im not sure if that's a way to describe it but I like the feeling. His other arm is wrapped around my torso and grabbing my side.

As my face is against his chest I take a moment to breathe in and smell his fragrance. He smells like the forest and fresh rain. Plus the deodorant her uses, old spice? The minty kind?

I realize he's not actually asleep when the hand on my back goes down and rests on my ass. We are both really relaxed and I love this close feeling. As I'm thinking I realize: I'm still really sleepy.

I close my eyes and turn around in his arms. When my back is to him he pulls me closer and I faintly smile before falling asleep again.

When I wake up again the lights are off and there's a cage on my floor next to my dresser. It (of course) is big and pink. His arms are loosely around me and his face is against my back.

The clock says its 12 pm so I'm guessing I've slept for 8 hours already. I love being in his arms but I have to do some things. Slowly I slip out of his embrace and then get out of bed.

I look at him in the dim light and smile at how cute he looks. I wonder if he's wearing pink to please me? I take a picture of him and then go to my Holly and the cage.

I move things off the desk and put the cage on it quietly. Carefully I made a little nest out of paper towels and some hay mom bought. It's green and says they can eat it but I think Holly is too young for that.

I super carefully pick them up and set her- her? I'll just go with that until I'm proven otherwise. Out of the show box and into the cage she looks much better but she's still curled up looking scared.

I read the instructions on the baby squirrel formula and follow them. The milk type stuff is now in liquid form instead of powder. I put the thing that looks like a hospital needle except for the actual needle part and suck up some of the liquid and then carefully put it to Holly's mouth.

She smells it and starts sucking in it so I slowly let her eat it. I'm smiling as I do this because I'm really happy she's eating. I haven't eaten in a while...

After this, I'll eat... hopefully.

I hope this has been cute so far, I'm really trying.