Love at first sight --Payton Moormeier

Chapter 55: forgiveness

5th July,2020

•Emily's POV•

Yesterday we went out to celebrate. We stayed up extremely late and it took us long lo wake up. It's already 2pm. I'm trying to ignore Payton but I don't think it's going well. He became a little aggressive but that's not the problem... I started getting back my feelings for him. I never stopped loving him but the anger made it feel like I didn't anymore.

Joanne is out getting groceries for today's lunch. I'm feeding my baby boy and god knows what these siblings do. I was thinking all night about letting Payton back to my life. I'm not so sure if it's a good idea letting him break my heart again but Hugo needs his dad.

Someone knocks and I tell them to come in. Luckily it's Faith.

Faith: Hey Emily, I'm going out to meet some friends if you need anything just call me.

Emily: Okay

I smile at her. Maybe it's not the best idea leaving me alone with Payton. I can't stop controlling myself around him. I hear the front door shut. I walk downstairs with Hugo and cover myself up. I immediately face Payton coming my way.

Payton: good morning, can I hold him?

Emily: he is your son no need to ask

Payton: sorry.

He takes Hugo and geez is it just me or it makes Payton look hotter holding a baby. He is already shirtless exposing his abs so it's hard to control myself already. I bet I'm as red as a

Payton: you're as red as a tomato Emily

I knew it

Emily: can you just cover your body up? You're making me nervous

I say shyly

Payton: I think Hugo is hungry

He looks at his boobs and cringes. Hugo is sucking Payton's chest to get milk.

Emily: but I just fed him for 30 minutes straight

We both laugh

Payton: I missed your laugh. It's so magical

He starts coming closer to me. Man he has control all over my hormones and body. When he is really close to me I lean my forehead against his still trying to control myself but I cannot. Our lips meet and start moving is sync after I meet his tongue.

Man I missed his taste. He still holds now the sleeping baby and pulls away too early for my liking. We go up to my room to put Hugo in his bed and we stay up there. Our passions takes us away. Payton lifts my T-shirt up my head and pushes me gently on the bed. I pull his sweats off him with his boxer and he does the same for me.

He is now on top of me and now I can't back out. He connects our lips together and forces his tongue in my mouth. He is holding himself with his knees and hands on top of me so I don't have to hold his body. He pulls away from my lips and goes to my hips. He sucks to skin on my right hip then moves to the left. He starts coming back to my mouth in the middle still sucking spots but stops at my neck marking me up.

Emily: enough teasing

I warn him. I'm already a moaning mess. He takes on a condom then enters me and it hurts a little. I don't remember the last time I had sex.

Payton: you're so wet for me. And also really tight baby. It feels like taking your virginity

I look at him ashamed and he notices.

Payton: one of the best feelings ever

The pain stops it pinches a little but I can handle this. I missed this feeling. Payton in me. We both are moaning messes. Kissing and sucking each other's neck. He starts going faster and harder which makes me arch my back bu it still feels amazing. We both come undone and he pulls out taking off his condom and throwing it away.

I catch my breathe and pull my T-shirt and sweatpants back up so does Payton. He lays back next to me and I lay my head on his chest cuddling to him. He wraps his arm around me and I hope this will last forever.

Payton: I missed you! And I hope you'll forgive me

Emily: I already have. Last night but don't give me a reason to regret it

Payton: okay. Does this mean you still willing to get married to me

Emily: don't go that fast babe

He blushes and I drift off