blind (kyman)

suicidal

Warning: mentions of self harm, cutting, suicide, dark subjects, extreme bullying, and abuse!!!

This is a rape ish book and this is the only chapter with a warning so this will be very graphic and might have touchy subjects. You have been warned.

Cartman's pov

When I awoke I already wanted to die.

"C- master?" Master's servant came in with coffee.

" M-Master got this for me.... But do you want it? " he whispered.

"No I'm good c-can I know who you are though?"

With a sigh he lifted his mask.

"T-TWEAK!?" I whisper yelled.

" Mmh~" he groaned in pain.....

"Why"

"He  made me... He's been abusive lately and I have to!"

" I'll get you out of this! "

"P-Please!"

" SERVANT!! " 'master' yelled from the door way.

"CRAIG!? I I MEAN MASTER MASTER!!!!!!!!"

Oh fuck! Tweaks gonna get so hurt!

"What did that say about calling me by my name" Craig growled with a sadistic grin.

"I I didn't mean to!"

" i  DiDn'T mEaN tO" Craig mocked.

He slapped tweak with the back of his hand before tying him to the pole next to me.

Tweak cried loudly, his sobs echoing through the room.

"SHUT UP!" Craig yelled .

"LEAVE HIM ALONE" I yelled. If anything I can try to defend tweak, make something out myself.

Craig knocked me out and I awoke in another room.

Flashback

"Go kill yourself fatass!" Yelled my ex friend.

"I hope you kill yourself" he kicked me in the head .

"I won't" I said with certainty .

"We'll see fatty!"

End

Those words rang through my head.

Go kill yourself.

Go kill yourself.

Go kill yourself.

DO IT!

I yanked against the chains around my wrist and made sure they cut me.

I yelled in pain.

Blood ran down my arms.

I tried to lick it.... It's the only Craig won't see it.

I licked all the blood away just in time.

The door opened with a creeeeeeeek .

Craig gave me a plate of food.

He left.

I didn't eat it.

I knew it was safe to eat.

But I'm a fatass.

I can't.

I allowed myself to fall asleep.

I woke up to a bowl of cereal in front of me.

Did I eat it?

No.

I just yanked on the chains til I bled again.

I licked away the blood.

But I still blacked out.

When I woke up, there was New food in front of me.

This time, I kicked it away, yanked against the chains, bit my lip til that bled too, and allowed myself to pass out without getting rid of the blood.

kenny's pov

Cartman's been missing a month now.

I'm really scared for him.

I broke my mirror and took a shard of glass.

I sat on my bed and cut and cut and cut and cut.

It doesn't matter. I'll just come back. For some fucked up reason, I always do.

Butters's pov

I kicked my bed. What's wrong with me. Kenny's died 23 times since cartman went missing.

I hit my head against a wall and cried. There's nothing else I can do.

Stan's pov

Kenny's died so much this past month.

God cartman.... We need you, come back!

Kyle's pov

I remember lying on the floor, not breathing.

I remember seeing my mom crying.

I remember missing cartman.

Why am I in a hospital, what happened