Allow me~ Scp-035 x reader

:..s o m e d a y..:

y/n pov:

I was confused. I didn't know the doctor knew the Mask so long?
"Uhh..? Pestilence? What are you talking about?"

"Oh y/n.. You won't understand.." The Doctor spoke.

"Don't be so rude?"

"I sense sickness.." He hissed and stared down at me.

"Don't dare to touch her.." The Mask hissed at him.

"What if I would touch him?"
"You would die.."
I didn't feel anything. I glanced at the doctor and rolled my eyes.
"Are you sure? Ohhh.. will I turn into a Zombie?" I said sarcastically.
"Cherry please.. I didn't lie to you and I wouldn't."
I walked over to my friend and thought about everything.
"What do you sense in me, doc?"
"I feel sick around you.. You must be cured. You must have a strong fever or will get one soon." He hissed the first sentence.
"Well? I don't care."
"I need to cure you now! You will get more sick til you die! I can't let that happen, now come here!" He tried to grab me, but the Mask stopped him.

"What is wrong with you..?!" He pushed him into the open door of the chamber. I quickly pulled the lever to close the door.

"This will not stop me.." He hissed.

"Come on, we have to move.." My friend took my hand softly.
I blushed a little to it. I didn't feel this feeling at any time... I tried to ignore it, probably it was just my fever..

"I thought he was nice..." I mumbled.
"He was never.."
i glanced at him and looked him in the eyes. I couldn't control it.. Every time I looked at him, I just had to stare in his purple eyes.
"Cherry? Are you alright?" He asked with his sweet voice.

"Uhh..- Yeah.." I leaned my head against his host's arm and cuddled my hands around it softly. I closed my eyes. I felt comforting around him.. He was sweet, he made me.. I guess.. happy? I smiled a little.
"You seem to be really tired.. I will search a room for you when we arrive at a new elevator.. There should be another one in those tunnels.."

"Hey..- Did you thought about escaping?"
"Yes.. Kind of.."
"And why aren't you out?"
"It's really difficult to get out of this facility.. Even if it's actually pretty easy planned, you won't be able to make it through the gates.. It's hard to tell.. I gave up because I'm sure I wouldn't be able to bring up a life in the new world. I don't know how much the world has changed.."
"But.. I can start a life with you?"
"That's very sweet of you, cherry.. But you can't.. You'll have to stay here at the foundation, like me."
"And what if I don't want to?"
"There are people that take care of you and are forced to. They will find you within hours. You have no chance of escaping.."
"You're right.."
I got a little upset, since it was true what he had said.
"Cherry?
"Yes?"
He looked down at me.
"..How long will you stay in here?"
"They said about a year or so.., why do you ask?"
"Oh.. it's just..- Nothing."
"You will tell me now.. I also would tell you everything.."
"Well.. It's just.. I don't have any friend in here, you're my only one!"
"Who said i would want to go back? I will try to stay here if that's what you want..!"

Wait a minute..
Well that was new.
I would've never said that if Mr. Daniel Ulgrin would have said the same...
What the hell was wrong with me?!
This fever was getting much worse.., damn..

"I will not force you, sweetheart.."
"You're not forcing me in any way.."
I got more upset, as I began to worry if Iwould really have to go back to my old prison.

"I don't want to go back.."
I was near the tears.

"Cherry, it's fine now, you aren't there anymore!"
"A year is not long.."
I tried to wipe away the tears that appeared.
"I.. I just..- I don't want to.." I mumbled quietly and sniffed, while my nose went red and my eyes filled up with tears.

We stopped.

"Oh Cherry..." He pulled me into a hug.
I rested in his arms and cried, what felt about like an hour.

It felt so good..
I had no one around me for years!
I didn't managed to show my emotions..
But then I began to worry..
That wasn't me..?
I was never acting like this.
This behavior was strange to me, but it felt good..

He kissed me on the forehead.
"Cherry it's over now.. You won't go back, trust me.."

His calm voice made me feel safe and I calmed down.
My eyes were red. I closed them after the waterfall had ended.

He stroked my back slowly. I felt safe again.
It felt like I would fall asleep.

"I..I'm tired.."

"I know, Cherry..- I will take you to the elevator as fast as I can, I already know the direction to Dr. Lockwood's office. He has an huge office, you can rest on his sofa.. There will probably be a blanket and a coffee machine.."

"Sounds good.." I somehow managed to pull those words out, even if I had no energy left.

He pulled me into his arms and slowly carried me to the elevator, wich was not far away.
I fell asleep in his arms.

The time I was still awake, I thought about a feeling...
People in prison sometimes talked about 'love'. I never got that. I couldn't feel it, while everyone else could! They said it was because I was an Psychopath, and I couldn't feel it. So stupid...
I sometimes hated myself for being this way.. I wanted to experience 'love'.. but the doctors meant I would never be able to. But I tried to puzzle my thoughts together..
I had those feelings around my friend, wich made sense with what the others always talked about! They said, love is, when you like a person so much, you would kiss them or much more... the feeling love is when you can't tell the feeling.. It was Strange,stupid, and absolutely idiotic to me.
But I couldn't tell the feeling.... So.. did I managed to fall in love? Well... I couldn't tell him, he's my friend?..

"Cherry, were here.. I will lay you on the couch and get the blanket for you... Do you wan't a tea or something to eat? The cafeteria isn't far away.."

"Uh.. No.. thank you.." I mumbled half asleep.
He put me down and I crawled together as I felt the warm blanket on my body.
I probably fell asleep, because the last thing I knew, I heard his voice.

SCP-035's pov:

I was tired, but also happy and glad..
I never thought a miracle like this would happen. I always thought I would end up alone forever..
She was my beautiful princess...! I couldn't let her die or be hurt.. I had to protect her. I wouldn't want to get her in any danger. I felt comfortable around her, even happy. She made me feel so much joy..
I would do anything, so she would stay with me..
I thought i fell in love with her..
But every time I thought about it, I remembered, that she was a psychopath.. She couldn't feel any love.. at least that's  what they always say about her...
It made me change to complete tragedy. I didn't know how she was not noticing it.. but.. I guess it's nothing special to her..
I was scared to loose her. I wouldn't be able to recover from that..

I loved her.. Every time she showed joy, I melted.
She sometimes stared at my eyes.. Wich was strange, but maybe because of my ability to posses everyone and everything. I didn't want to own her like my host's... She was my everything.. I wanted to spend as much time with her as possible..! Even if it was just to talk with her.. I loved it..
One thing I knew, I would tell her.. someday..