3:20AM

Bittersweet Distance.

It's 4 in the morning, another gloomy staring of the day, my eyes are red from the amount of tears I've cried missing you as I swipe through my gallery and try to relive the beautiful memories trapped somewhere in our pictures. It's not the same though it does give me a little smile at corner of my lips paired up with a precious pearl that just rolled down my cheek. But it brings heartache along with it. There's beauty in loving someone who you don't see everyday, who doesn't reciprocate the feeling you thought was the most wonderful of all. Finding happiness isn't easy, and when the prodigious weight of the realization of never being able to call them yours falls upon you, it seems like the world is crashing down onto you. But when I look at him, I know it's worth all of it - the pain and heartache. Forever is a doomed word so I think I'll love you until my atoms turn to stardust and dissolve into thin air. I would walk all the way to the moon and back just to tell you I love you, so what importance do a few miles and a little bit of pain have?