the blue passion flower ~TaeJin~

Passion flower

Seokjin woke up by his own sounds, he was whimpering and screaming during his sleep. He sat on the edge of the bed and rubbed his face. He needed something. Something may calm him down. He wasn't okay, he wasn't fine at all. He didn't wanted to move, he just wanted to lay down and think about how galaxies have been created, or maybe how plants does photosynthesis. Or maybe he would think about what would be the reason of world war three. Yeah, all he wanted do was lay down and think about important matters. Sadly he knew that he couldn't he had a shop to run and lots of appointments in his office. Why even he had two jobs? Seokjin sighed before standing up and heading to bathroom. maybe he could think about other important things under shower such as what is other ways for producing nuclear energy or how we can deduct our blood pressure. He go out of the shower with towel wrapped around him, drops slipping down his body. He wore some comfortable clothes before trailing the way toward kitchen. He was pouring his chamomile tea in a blue cup when the doorbell rang. Seokjin's heart skipped a bit. He held his breath. Was it Taehyung? With Yeontan and a cup of caramel machiato? Was it Taehyung with his wet and lovely kisses? A part of him hoped it would be Taehyung, though a part of him was thinking how he can push the boy away. He approached the door and opened. He let out his breath he had held since so long when he saw who is behind the door.

"Hyung... we decided to visit you" Hoseok said with an unsure smile.

"I heard what happened and thought maybe you need someone " Jimin continued. Of course they knew, Taehyung was Jimin's client after all. He moved himself so the couple could enter. Still not saying a word. He was too tired to talk. He went to kitchen and poured two other cups of chamomile tea. Placed the tray on the coffee table before sitting on the couch. Hoseok approached him and snaked his arms around Seokjin's shoulder. Jimin smiled at them before sitting across them.

"Well Taehyung said what happened" Jimin said, even if he hadn't mentioned Seokjin knew. "Well, it was horrible. I know. I'm so sorry hyung" Jimin said with a low tone.

"Don't be, why you should be?" Seokjin said calmly, like his heart was never bleeding.

"I involved you in his life hyung. Now I messed up my job. He... he is not doing well" Jimin said.

"Because we're physiatrists doesn't mean we should be perfect in fixing people's lives" Seokjin said.

"You're always good in pretending Jinnie hyung. But please at least let me be your shoulder" Hoseok said. Seokjin smiled before planting a brother kiss on Hoseok's cheek. He was thankful for having this amazing friend. Hoseok was an adorable sunshine.

"Thanks Hope, really I'm glad I have you. I need some time though, I need to calm down. My heart is hurting as hell but before opening up to you I need to take my time alone" Seokjin said.

"I know hyung, take your time. Don't forget that I'm always here okay?"Hoseok said softly while playing with Seokjin's sleeve. Seokjin only nodded with a bright smile.
At least they distracted him from thinking about important stuffs.

"Do you hate him?" Jimin asked with uncertainty.

"I never can. I just don't want hurt myself by healing him. I'm a bit broken and sad but Taehyung is not someone I can hate easily" Seokjin said. Still not believing it's himself showing his vulnerable side to someone except Yoongi and Hoseok.

"You're really kind. What he did was horrible..." Jimin said.

"Don't please, I don't want to talk about it" Seokjin pleaded. Jimin nodded and moved toward them he sat on the other side of Seokjin. The couple just soothed him for a while when something came into Seokjin's mind.

"Guys, can we go to shop?" Seokjin asked.

"No hyung, no work today. We will cuddle until night" Jimin responded by hugging him tighter.

"Not working in just want you to deliver something to Taehyung " Seokjin whispered. The couple didn't asked anything just stood up. Seokjin thanked them mentally for not asking. All got on Seokjin's car and went toward the Narcissus shop. He got off unlocked the door and entered the shop. The duo followed him inside. He approached the blue passion flower. Touched the leaves and petals before taking up it's pot.  It wasn't heavy but the plants messy leaves were making it hard to concentrate. He placed it on the counter and wrapped a rainbow ribbon around it. There was no need to be the classic purple or blue ribbon. He took a piece of paper and wrote down.

'Passion flower is ruled by Venus and used mystically to bring peace to problems and troubles in the home as well as carried to attract friends and popularity. In the past they used it's leaves and roots as calmative and would use for better sleep.
Taehungah flowers can have many meanings based on the view you have. The passion flower's meaning is not only suffering. It's meaning will change when you change your mind. I'm gifting it to you, hope it will bring peace to your mind and soul.

Lay down on your pillow
and turn the lights down low
let me take you to the garden
where the passion flower grows

Close your eyes and enter dreams
as love's emotion sets the scene
and flitters through the garden
where the passion flower grows

Touch the tender petals
of the flower as she grows
a tentative endeavour
as your feelings overflow

Let me draw you to the place
where ecstasy can be embraced
the beauty of the garden
where the passion flower grows

Feel your mind exploding
in the heavy scented air
experience the shiver
as your captured unaware

A little touch of heaven
where imagination flows
the valley in the garden
where the passion flower grows.'

He attached the paper on one of leaves and gave it to Jimin. Dropped him in front of Taehyung's apartment to make sure his gift delivered safely. He went back to his home, feeling lighter than he was. Maybe he was hurt, broken and sad besides a friction angry. Deep inside he know Taehyung needed help. Taehyung needed to be stimulated. Maybe their fate wasn't written on the same path, still nothing could stop Seokjin from trying to help last time. It was last time and it was all he can do after he said goodbye. It was all he could do, he hoped younger would find joy again. Even if Seokjin was hurt and in love. He wished the boy love and joy. He wished and prayed. For the last time. For the last time! Definitely for the last time.

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Hi lovely readers, here it comes new chapter hope you like it.
Any thoughts and ideas are welcomed happily ☺
For this chapter I listened to "Blue" by Troye Sivan. As you see I love his songs so much😊
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