I Only Ever Imagined

Chapter 7 ~ Murmur; The Dream

A/N: Im so sorry if you hate this chapter. I just...One of my friends...well more than my friend...is leaving soon and is gonna move away and again I'm so sorry.

If you want to listen to something, I recommend 'All Of The Stars' by Ed Sheeran. Play it when I tell you.

Madison's P.O.V.

I woke up nuzzled into someone's chest that was really warm. I snuggled a bit more and wrapping my arms around his waist, now knowing it was Hayes. He wrapped his arms around me in a protective matter.

Hayes started to murmur words and I soon realized that he was still asleep.

"But I don't want to leave you," He started.

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Hayes's P.O.V. (<--- that is correct, my English teacher said so)

(Play the song now)

~Dream~

It was the day we had to leave. I didn't want to leave, not without her.

"You have to go." She said.

"But I don't want to leave you." I protest.

"Hayes, we have no choice. I can't leave what I have here, it's not that easy." She said, sadness hinting in her voice.

"But..."

"Hayes," She starts, tears about to fall, but she holds them in, "I want to go with you, but I can't. I'm not doing this because I don't want to, I really want to, I really really do, but I just can't." She said, a tear falling down her cheek. I wipe it slowly, staring into her bright blue eyes that I fell for.

"You mean the world to me, I can't just leave you here and say I going to be okay. I love you."

"Then if you love me you'd let me go. I love you more than money can buy. Most importantly I love you because you were there for me before you even knew who I was. You made/make me smile everyday, laugh when something brings me down, and know that this kind of love isn't only in fairytales. You brought out something in me that I never thought I would ever feel to someone other than friends and family. I wish I could go and be with you, but I'm in a line that goes strait ahead and doesn't turn for anything else other than what is planned."

"But you can change that. You can get out of that line. You can choose where you want to go and if it's with me then I'll help get rid of the guilt if you feel it. I'll help you through the sadness, the anger, anything. Just make the choice you want, with or without me in your future even if it will hurt at first, but I'll be strong because you'll be happy with what you choose."

She hugs me and I immediately hug her back, never wanting to let her go. She's the one who let me bring the real me out. And now where will she go? Where will I go? Where will WE go?

She let go and started to walk away. I stood there confused and tried to run for her, but my feet were glued to the ground. I tried again, but this time my legs didn't move. NO! I say to myself.

"MADISON! COME BACK, PLEASE! I LOVE YOU!" The more I moved the more my body started to freeze, but I didn't want to give up. She kept walking away. The world started to turn black and soon I was frozen and in a black abyss.

Everything fuzzed and soon sound and a TV came to vision. I shut my eyes and tried to adjust to the light and as soon as I saw what was on the TV I wanted to look away, but couldn't.

There on the screen showed her.

Madison.

She looked about in her twenties. I started to listen to what the TV was saying.

"Madison Peterson was found laying on the streets of Manhattan, New York dead. Police went to her apartment and checked, finding the window open and a note left on a table. It says,"

"Dear Hayes,

You probably don't remember who I am or what I looked like, but here's a picture of me now and of when we first met," Two pictures showed on the screen, "I didn't want to do this, but I couldn't take the pain anymore. After you left, I couldn't stand myself. I still loved/love you and nothing will ever change that. Yes, we were kids when we first said 'I love you' to each other and I miss every moment of it."

"When you left I fell into a state where I knew I couldn't pick up the pieces to fix myself again. You would tell me to be strong before we lost touch, but when we did my life felt like I didn't belong anymore. You traveled around meeting people who probably have been there since you and Nash were first starting. I wasn't. I wasn't there from when you popped up, but I was there long enough to watch you grow more and more."

"I never believed I would meet you, but the day I did, it was life changing. We weren't made for each other because now your with a girl that makes you much happier and your smile got 10x brighter, but I understood that you were happy. I wasn't. They say things get better, but for me, I felt they just got worse."

"Now, I don't want to take up to much of your time, so I'm going to stop here and this may be the last thing I write because I just want to end it. End all that I've felt, but I want you to keep going strong. Keep that smile bright, keep laughing that laugh full of joy and most importantly forget about the past and focus on the present. I just want to say/write this one last time."

"I love you.

Yours Truly, Madison."

I stood there not wanting to believe it. I scream, trying to move. All the anger built up inside of me and I push myself and managed to move. I continued and eventually I was running away from the pain. I ran away from it, not believing a single word. Every thing was black once again, but I kept running. I close my eyes and ran, feeling the wind.

I open my eyes to see a cliff. I look down and it was like an abyss. I couldn't stop myself anymore and I jumped. The feeling of all the air being sucked out of me. I closed my eyes.

Then I woke up.

~End of Dream~

I open my eyes, quickly. I don't get up though. I look down and see Madison staring at me, a fearful expression.

"You were having a nightmare and I was going to wake you up and decided not to because that could have caused you to be temporarily paralyzed and I didn't want that and-" I cut her off by hugging her. She was shocked, but hugged back. (I forgot they were laying down...just go with it)

'I'm just glad your okay and alive' I thought.

She nuzzled her head into my neck and I kiss her head letting her know that I'm okay.

'The Dream.Why would I have a dream like that?' I thought.

The Dream is something I want to forget and never hope happens.

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A/N: So, this chapter.

I thought it would be better to try something a little more dark.

Sorry, if you hate me now.

Also, no, this is not a foreshadowing of what's going to happen unless.....

Foreshadowing (for those who don't know what it means): Is when something in a story has been clued out before hand, but in a different matter.
In other words: Predicting the future.

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Anyway, AND UNTIL NEXT UPDATE! I'LL SEE YA SOOOOOOON.

December 3, 2014