There was a time when suicide only meant running back and forth in the gym, there was a time when cutting was only for paper, there was a time when I only cried because I was afraid of the monsters under my bed but things are different now, that the monsters are in my head.
The hardest part is growing up with the illustion that your parents are heros, that you will be okay, that girls eat thier food and you will never self harm. Because that one day your eyes are opened you realise that the lies and see everything in a diffrent light nothing will ever be alright.
Do you remember when you were a child and you thought that when you become a teenager when you become older, you would party every night untill it's 4 am, it's quite ironic because little dis I know that at 4 am you'd be hysterically crying debating whether to take your life or not.
Sometimes I just wish, I could run away and hide. No matter where I go though, these feelings stay inside. How can I stay here and live each day a lie, When all I want to do is close my eyes and die? I see the pain I cause you, with every tear I shed. I plead with you now mum, let me go instead? I wish I could take you with me, to a happy place,Whether it exists though, is time for me to face. Can I ask for your forgiveness? For you to set me free, it may seem ungrateful, but this life's not meant for me. Thank you for all your love, for all the time we shared, it means the world to me, to know that someone cared.
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Depression/Self Harm Quotes And Poems
Narrativa generaleThis is my first time writing a book on wattpad eventhough its only a quotes and poem book on depression/self harm and abuse.
