Depression/Self Harm Quotes And Poems

Suicide tempts me everytime I swallow, all because of this destructive life lead and the paths I follow. I'm invisible to myself and will soon be to everyone who  once cared. Many never believed me others only dared. Hurting everyone whoever had my back. The only way I deserve to leave this world is in a black polyster sack. My life, what life is all down the drain and all my family left in pain. I'm sorry everyone, im sorry for all i'v done but the pain will end now it will end once im gone. A slice to the wrist, a cut to the throat, sleeping pills for the pain haullucating of being afloat. Lifting to heaven that I could only dream, blood dripping from my torso like melting ice cream. No breath, no life, no soul, im so sorry mum, im sorry dad but finally I feel like I can unfold.

Tears of pain run down my cheeks wishing I was able to hold the one I seek. Tears from my heart I cry, left out here alone to die. Tears I cry from the soul wishing my heart was once again whole. Tasting the tears trying to wipe away the fears, wondering if I ever will be able to hold the one I love, wondering if someone will help me from above. I cant take this anymore you've won, tears run down my cheeks as I hold this gun.

My world is falling, crumbling apart, life is meaningless and thats just the start. My heart is sore I can feel it breaking and I swear to god it leaves me shaking. Late at night till early in the morning lying in bed eyes wide open. Didn't sleep last night like all the others  instead I just lie crying in the covers. Quick wipe away all the years before they come near, must hide this depression and the feelings of fear. For all they know im happy and always smiling but deep inside my soul is dying. I  can feel it rotting, it wants to scream but I wont let it. Not for the time being I can never tell them how I feel because the happiness I wear to them is real. For them to hear that I wish I was dead it would kill them they'd be filled with dread so i'll try my best not to be selfish, I'll keep my secret hidden and just  let them rest but god I cant takr it much longer. I'll probaly be dead before they even wonder.

imagine yourself, alone in your head, you're hanging dangling from a sliver thread. Empty, alone with the monsters within internally screaming you just want to give in. Now imagine that's you everyday, every hour forever sinking like a wilting flower. You try to tell your dad and try to tell your mum and they say your being silly you've just got to move on. Because teens don't know sorrow nor the hardships of life they're just kids with imaiginations just looking fot attention right? You think that there's no one who knows how to feel, you're just alone but the feelings they are real, neglected, foregotton, distressed, alone, afraid but mostly depressed. And your friends they go on like nothing has changed. They must not care your thoughts whisper, the lies in your brain you can't escape it, trapped in your own skin. You're ugly, you're hated but you mask it with a grin. You hate what you feel. So instead you feel nothing your insides are numb, your confidence crumbling. You look to other things to stop the pain cutting, pills but it gives you no gain. And the people around you shout abuse your way, your hurting yourself, 'Stop it'. That's all they ever say no mattar how you plead that you're broken inside they turn the other way. They run, they hide, they say you're just foolish it's all in your head what they dont know is Inside your,already dead.