Depression/Self Harm Quotes And Poems

Forever feeling her life is dying but the doctors keep on lying. 'your daughter will be fine, give her some time' But she wasn't ok because your baby girl toke her life today. She couldn't keep running and she couldn't stand living. Her silent pleas for love left her heart on black doves 'im in pain' her innocence cut, her pride slain. Her cries fell on deaf ears so no one realised her fears, no one saw her fatal heart change untill her heart was out of range. She wrote out letters saying her life would be better, she laid the pistol on her heart and blew her body apart. Her parent's cry themselves to sleep and all her friends weep. They loved that girl well and left her alone in hell. Maybe her soul can be free and everyone can see the lost life of one teen and the love there could have been.

I'm so broken. It has become so obvious. I'm emotionally destroyed and there's nothing to do except watch me fall apart. Each day it gets worse, nothing ever gets better. I'm so alone in this world that it's starting to really get to me. I always have to remind myself that it's my fault for people not liking me. It's all my fault! I'm ugly and fat. There's no one to blame but myself, it's soo hard because no one knows the real me. No one knows what I have to deal on a daily basis. No one knows nothing about me. They know me as a happy girl but that's not even close to what I am. That's just an act. That's just a lie. People tell me to 'get over it but how could I get over the bullying and words said to me. I will never forget the pain I was in. I will never forget the night I was in so much deep pain that I had to grab a razor and glide it across my wrist just so I could get the pain I deserved. I'll never forget the night I shoved my finger down my throat to make me thin. I will never forget the nights I cried myself to sleep with no one to tell me that it was going to be okay. So don't tell me to get over it when you know nothing!

You don't know me and i'll never tell, if you look at me you'd never know what's really inside, I may laugh and smile and you'll think i'm ok . I may act sunny and bright, but really i'm dying inside, i'm sinking slowly into a deep dark trench, I wish begging for someone who would show me the sun. To help me battle this thing inside me, my demon, my curse, this thing inside me. All I want is someone to understand, someone else with my curse, so I don't feel so alone. I crave to have someone who know's what it's like, someone who has my demon, someone who could fight with me.