Once More

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As I walked downstairs, I felt the presence again and once again I couldn't see or feel it. It was driving me insane, I couldn't focus on walking or even think all I could focus on was the presence beside me or behind or around me I had no idea where it was. I was frozen in place until it was gone. It vanished I took a deep breath in and coughed a little, choking on complete and utter air. I hadn't noticed I had been holding my breath the whole time I was thinking. I looked around as if I could see the person or whatever it was  that was just inches away from me. It was terrifying to feel that and I didn't want it in my house, with my child. Sadly I didn't find or see a thing that could help me figure out what it was. I walked away from that area and towards the living room. As I walked in I saw Nudge and Natasha sitting together at a table looking at a magazine, however Natasha wasn't staring at the paper book and talking about fashion like Nudge was. Instead, Natasha found intrest in staring at Nudge, like it was the last time she was going to see her.I made my heart happy to think about Nudge finding love. I smiled, I enjoyed the fact that Nudge might find someone good for her. I remember the time we were at the movies, Nudge just got asked out and he looked at her like she was a freak, I mean we are but that is way beyond the point, the point was it broke Nudge's heart into bits and pieces, I don't ever think Natasha would ever do that. I realized I was staring at them for longer than normal or I intended to. I laughed off the embarrassment I felt in my chest and the pit of my stomach. As I walked over the Fang who was on his computer, most likely on his blog rereading all the comments making him feel like he tried saving the world, but as soon as I came over he quickly shut his computer in an instant like he was scared of me catching him rereading comments. If that's even what he is doing.

I laid my head on his shoulder as I snaked my hand free hand up to his other shoulder and tried rubbing it in a soothing manner as I whisper to him quietly, "Fang, we did everything we can." I tried putting my arm around him to pull him into a hug and snuggling with him but to my surprise he pushed me away , looking at me in pure disgust. Like I was a freak of nature to him and then stomped his way upstairs. I knew I was supposed to be stubborn and tell him to come back down here, tell him he was okay he has me and his oh so beautiful daughter, but I knew the pain he felt I knew all the pain he felt , all to well in fact. I was the one who was supposed to actually save the world, Fang had tried many times to just give up on it, but it was too hard and something in me just had to. The school played so many mind games with us that I had my moments and just broke down, I completely broke down when I was too late on saving everyone, if I would've just tried a little harder, been a little faster, but at least all of us mutants are still alive to repopulate I mean I guess us "freaks" need to stay together right. Besides with this new world could be great, make a law with no guns ever debate is talked out. I hate the thought of war and just seems like an unnecessary waste of time on peoples hands, too many people die and those people could've been the ones to bring peace upon all of us. 

The day was silent, long and boring to say the least, Fang was mad at me, Phoenix was staying at one of her friends' houses right next to our house. Iggy and Gazzy were playing around outside and Natasha and Nudge were up in her room doing probably fashion shows. I was sitting on the couch reading through my books I had wroten from the beginning where it all started when Fang, just straight up came downstairs and grabbed me by the arm and started dragging me into the kitchen. I tugged back hard and he pulled me forward even harder. I refused to yell in pain as my arm popped. He through me to the ground of the kitchen and stood over me like a lion with its prey.

"Fang!" I yell trying to get someone's attention but before I call out again his hand is over my mouth and gripping tightly, I feel my eyes heat up with tears, as I see the one I love, the one I gave myself to the one I had my first kiss with just look at me with pure anger and hatred, as if he wants me to suffer for all eternity for something I have no idea what. All I know is, when I shut my eyes to hold back tears I didn't wake up for what seemed like a long time.

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