The forbidden love

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝔀𝓮𝓵𝓿𝓮

I sat in the couch staring at Caroline as she kept asking me questions that I didn't and wouldn't answer just as she was about to ask something else I said "CARE!" She look at me with her mouth wide open, she quickly closed it "sorry Sam I'm just wondering about what happened to you" she said holding the back of her neck awkwardly I just sigh "it's okay but I would rather not talk about it" I said biting on my lip "that's okay" she said just trying to help me, I look at her in the eye as I was about to ask my question that I've been thinking about for the past months "Why didn't you save me..? I said holding back my harsh thoughts she sat there silently with guilt filling her eyes and the gears in her head running rather fast she just had a face of pity "I- I couldn't find anything about where you we're and I just-" I cut her off "you just gave up" I said raising an eyebrow at her she then said "no I didn't just give up I spent days and nights trying to find you and I couldn't keep living like that not getting any sleep not eating and not feeling like myself I needed to find myself before I could find you" I looked at her as I let a chuckle leave my mouth but not because this was funny it was more of a shocked chuckle if anything "So I just sat in a goddamn cage for months and the only reason why I wasn't found is because you needed time, yeah okay" I said rolling my eyes trying to understand her but failing "I'm sorry it's just- " "save it Caroline" I said giving her a look of disappointment she was about to say something before I hushed her "I went threw hell and back waiting and wondering if you were still looking for me but again I got false hope and kept getting hurt you have no idea what I went threw and-" I was about to bring up Enzo but I couldn't I didn't have it in me to tell her how much I wanted to help him how much I wanted to scream about it but it just wasn't the time "and what?" She said snapping me out of my trace.

"Nothing" I say almost out of breath she looked at me and frowned "why is it you always do this" I looked at her emotionless and said "because you wouldn't understand even if you tried to so there's no point in trying" I said looking for an excuse to not tell her the truth "fine then you do you" she said as if I didn't just escape death but then again she doesn't know that but still show some respect "Okay then" I say opening the door and Turing back forgetting that Damon Stefan and Elena were still there, I looked at them with a small smile forming on my face "thanks for everything" I said slowly opening the door they all nodded expect for Damon he just smirked, Ugh that dumb face I thought rolling my eyes I opened the door when I heard Caroline say "where are you gonna go?" She said worried "somewhere" I said slamming the door.

I think it was about 12:00 when I started dancing on a table yes I ended up making my way to the Mystic grill and yes I had way to many drinks and yes I was completely out of it but hey when you've spent months in a cage you need something to take your mind off things, I was finishing my 13th drink when I felt someone grab my hand I looked at who it was "well well look who it is" I said scanning the persons body "Damon what in earth are you doing here?!" I said fake concerned he just rolled his blue eyes "come on" he said grabbing my hand "No" I said ripping my hand back he look pissed which Made me shiver "yes!" He said grabbing my hand more aggressively then he dragged me out, "seriously! What is the matter?" I asked and not getting a fucking answer ughhhh "why do you even care?" I asked trying to get my hand away from him "who said I care huh?" He said obviously annoyed with me "Well for one you are dragging me to god knows where and you wont let me go so you obviously some what care about me" I said getting my hand back and crossing them my arms over my chest "I'm only doing this because you're sister is worried and she won't shut up about it" he said in a nasty tone of voice, I rolled my eyes "you are one big asshole huh" I said walking in the opposite direction of him knowing that he would follow me "Hey! Where do you think you're going?" I didn't answer, I'm still tipsy even tho I was drunk I still knew what the hell was wrong with this guy "away from you" I said it a duh tone, he tried grabbing my hand again but I managed to not get it snatched from me again "will you just come with me I don't have time for this" he said stopping in his tracks "Nope" I said as I kept walking did this dumb bitch really think I was gonna do what he says, stupid much "get over here right now!" He said pissed right off "I said NO" he ran over to me and grabbed me by the neck and held me against a wall "What did you say?" He said smirking I didn't let him take control "I said no" I was slowly losing air, what I said made him angrier than before "you should really know when to shut that pretty little mouth of yours" he said squeezing his hand around my neck tighter I tried gasping for air but failed making him laugh I looked at him like he was crazy but that's what he is crazy if you can laugh at somebody who can't breathe then you're crazy his eyes turned red, SHIT he's a vampire crap crap I really should've kept my mouth closed, I decided not to show fear because I read somewhere that's what killers like, they love to see people crying and begging for their life, fucking sick I thought, "so we can do this the easy way are the hard way?, you're choice" he said, I grabbed his hands trying to prey them off, he got the hint and dropped me on the ground. "You really do have anger issues" I said rolling my eyes, he mumbled something but I couldn't hear it "so are you coming or am I going to have to knock you out?" He asked "I'm coming" I said walking, I kept a firm hold on my neck I know damn right there's gonna be a bruise.

We ended up walking all the way back to Elena's house, when we got there Caroline ran up and tried to hug me, key word: tried she didn't get that close before I stared walking away from her, she looked hurt I really didn't care, I sat down on the couch obviously tired. "What do you want?" I said my gazed moved from the ground to her sad face, "I wanted to make sure you we're are okay" she said I rolled my eyes "well I am, can I leave?" I said "no you can't it's to dangerous out there, do you can't be walking around drunk" she said crossing her arms over her chest and leaning all her weight on one foot, I giggled "well thats unfortunate because I will do whatever I want, you aren't my mother" I said getting pissed off that she thinks that I will listen to her "if you won't listen to me willingly I will make you stay here ageist your will" I looked at her eyes pissed of I felt like screaming "tsk tsk tsk" she look at me confused "you underestimate me dear sister" I said slowing walking towards her "what is going on?" She said "you do not tell me what to do especially after what happened" I said still stalking towards her "I am the older sister and that means it's my responsibility to take care of you" she said standing her place "if it was such a big responsibility then why didn't you save me?" I said balling my hands into fists, she sighed rubbing her head obviously getting a headache from my random out- bursts "I told you already I couldn't" she said placing her hands over her hips "well what you told me helped little with me trying to understand why you couldn't save me?" I say mocking her actions and raising my eyebrow.

Sorry to cut it off here but it's late! I know I'm a bad writer but there's so much work with school it gets piled up you know?