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You never heard Namjoon tell someone no.

You never seen Seokjin be doubtful or not like how he looked like.

Back then they both was like that, Namjoon had his heart broken, Seokjin did too but let's get into Namjoon should we?

Namjoon met his first girlfriend in high school at the time his father was working two jobs for Namjoon high school programs. He was walking down the hallway late for his next class which was the first. He turn a corner and bumps into a small body. They both locks eyes. She was a beautiful blonde head girl, she had pinkish lips and small legs. She was perfect for namjoon that's what Namjoon thought.

When Namjoon started acting his girlfriend wasn't too happy, Jae would cuss, kick, and scream when she didn't have her way. Namjoon was use to it but other people wasn't. It took one moment one moment that would set not only Seokjin but Taehyung cousin April. They was sitting down one night, Namjoon had gave April some wine like she asked. Taehyung was in the far corner flirting with Jungkook at the time.

"I don't understand you sometimes joon," Yoongi would say after siting down next to Hoseok, "why do you let people control you?" Namjoon looked at Yoongi funny and so did jin. What would happen next shocked everyone.

"You let her hit you." Hoseok pops out and everyone turns at Namjoon the most piss of them all is April.

"You let a bitch hit you?," April goes to say glaring at Namjoon. "A Bitch though! Where's she at huh!?." April screams standing up making Taehyung hold her back. Namjoon was scared..Namjoon was literally shaking in his seat. Seokjin noticed too. Jae wasn't home at the time Namjoon had told jin, she went home to her family so that's why he invited them over. What Seokjin couldn't get around was the fact his little brother didn't tell him.

With Seokjin his relationship was a different story, there wasn't abuse or anything like that no, Seokjin loved his girlfriend and she loved him..she just left the world way to early. They had went out partying with her friends. Seokjin didn't drink as much as joy did. By the time the bar closed Joy was wasted, she couldn't even drive but she kept telling jin she could..that was jin mistake. The drinks was talking to him, he had a terrible headache but he also was extremely drunk. Drinking water while she drives he was starting to become a little clear on where he was at, the car went into a different land and all jin could see was headlights and darkness.

Waking up, Jin was in pain, and to make it worse they told him what happened and they also told him about joy. She died when she came to the hospital, they couldn't save her. At home jin cried..he cried so much. He didn't drink or sleep. Jin couldn't eat or even get out of bed, it was like he was a lost puppy. His first love was gone and it was all his fault..that's why jin couldn't sleep at night, that's why jin didn't date because he missed joy..that's all he wanted was Joy and she was gone.

Pretty boys what's that
I don't care what's that
Why are yoy saying sorry
To me that's you
Why are you so anxious again
I'm always by your side like this

Don't let these haters come by

You better hold your head high
You don't need to care about what others think

There's no right answer
We're learning to fall
While climbing these walls

You just need to be next to me like this

Stay beautiful now
The flowers called you
It keeps on blooming for me

Don't lose your scent
Because I like it
Stay beautiful now

Even your flaws are OK
I want your honesty
I know that's only for me
I, too, want only you
to hear all of me (That's right)

Don't let these haters come by
You better hold your head high
You don't need to care about what others think

There's no right answer
We're learning to fall
While climbing these walls

You just need to be next to me like this

Stay beautiful now
The flowers called you
It keeps on blooming for me
Don't lose your scent
Because I like it
Stay beautiful now

Stay beautiful
Stay beautiful
Won't you stay
Just be by my side

Stay beautiful now
The flowers called you
It keeps on blooming for me
Don't lose your scent
Because I like it

Stay beautiful now
~Stay beautiful Jimin Park~

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