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Pain ||moonsun||

Group: Mamamoo

Ship: moonsun

Word count: 4632

Genre: hurt/comfort, fluff

Synopsis: Yongsun has been struggling with chronic back pain since her injury in 2018. She usually has it under control with treatments, physiotherapy, and painkillers but sometimes life just hits her too hard. Byulyi hates to see her stubborn girlfriend so dejected and frustrated as she struggles to fight her own pain. She does her best to try and soothe Yongsun when the bad days hit, hoping she can reassure her that she's doing her best and Byul will always be there to hold her through the worst of it.

Content warning: crying, character in physical pain, vomiting, self depreciation, pain induced panic attack

Note: I promise this is fluffy and not horribly angsty. This is kind of me projecting my own chronic pain struggles onto Yong (though my pain isn't strictly back pain nor is it injury related) and wishing my girlfriend was here on my bad days 🥺. I wrote most of this during a chronic pain flare last week so it may be messy but I edited today and I hope it's better. It's just me venting in the form of moonsun hurt/comfort again tbh :')

Comments and feedback are always loved and appreciated and really motivate me to continue writing 🥺

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Byulyi was up earlier than she would like on her day off. She had tried to go back to sleep when she rolled over at 7 AM but found sleep had decided to evade her. So she got up, made herself some coffee, and curled up on the couch with her notebook.

She liked to be alone in the early hours of the morning or the latest hours of night. It was a calming time for her and also when her creativity flowed the best. Perfect time for writing lyrics, she thought, which was always a favourite way to pass the time.

Byulyi thought about calling Yongsun and asking what her plans were for the day but she knew her girlfriend would probably take advantage of the day off and sleep until 2 PM like always. She shook her head fondly at the thought, knowing Yongsun would be fast asleep and curled up with that beloved bunny plushie of hers. Byul always teased her about it, especially after she basically said during a Solarsido video that it's name was Moonbyul, but in reality she found it incredibly endearing.

She figured she could go over to Yongsun's apartment and just hang out on her couch until she woke up, but she didn't want to be too annoying. Besides, maybe it would be good for her to spend some time alone to work on lyrics. Nevertheless, she sent a good morning text to her girlfriend and asked if she wanted to hang out that evening. With that, Byulyi locked her phone and returned her focus to the scribbled words on her notebook page.

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Yongsun was barely awake before she knew something was wrong. Sunlight had begun filtering in through her curtains and hit her face, waking her from her previously fitful sleep. She attempted to roll and hide her face in her rabbit plushie but the action was met with a pain so sharp it made her squeak, completely tearing her from sleep.

She immediately stopped her movement, gritting her teeth as she rolled back as slowly as she could. She landed on her back again and yelped as the action, knowing this wasn't just pain from sleeping funny.

Yongsun knew she had pushed herself too far the previous day, judging by how much pain she was in. Her whole back felt like it was on fire, no position comfortable as every little movement sent stabbing pain into her spine. Her neck felt stiff too which didn't help, making every attempt at grabbing for her phone impossible. She slumped back into her pillows, feeling tears slip down her cheeks as she became frustrated with the situation.