compass | jhs & myg

thirty-one

9:17 p.m

yoongoop
hoseok :(
this isn't funny
like i'm actually worried
pls reply to me so i know that you're alive

12:47 a.m

hosock
hi

yoongoop
HOSEOK
IT'S BEEN FIVE DAYS
WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN

hosock
uhhhh
it's kinda hard to explain
sorry for worrying you
it wasn't really in my control

yoongoop
what happened? :(

hosock
.... i don't really wanna talk about it rn
sorry

yoongoop
it's okay
are you okay now though?

hosock
yeah i'm fine

yoongoop
are you sure?

hosock
yes yoongi i'm fine 😂

yoongoop
just making sure :D

hosock
anyways
i kinda feel bad for just leaving like that
out of the blue
so how have you been?

yoongoop
well besides me being a worried and nervous wreck for the past 5 days i've been okay

hosock
what type of okay

yoongoop
like okay okay
i've caught up on all my school work so i'm not worried about my work being late anymore

hosock
omg
i totally forgot about school.
fuck i have so much work to do
i wanna drop out but i'm so close to graduating
just a few more months
and it'll all be over

yoongoop
you can do it
i know you can
never lose hope

hosock
i won't
i can push through
i know i can

yoongoop
yes
you can do whatever you set your mind to

hosock
i can't wait to get discharged
i've been here for a whole week and the sight is getting annoying
and it makes me sad that eunjae has to see me like this
i hate it so much
her big brother looking sick and lifeless on a hospital bed
i feel so bad
like i've let her down
she has to come to the hospital everyday after school just to see me
i hate the thought of that
it makes me wanna tear my hair out

yoongoop
hoseok :(
even though eunjae is so young i'm pretty sure she understands that whatever you're going through is beyond your control
or i hope so
you haven't let down eunjae and i'm positive that she isn't disappointed or ashamed to have you as her brother
i wish i could help you but i don't think i can :(

hosock
just talking to you makes me feel better about the situation
thank you for not getting tired of me
i'm surprised we're actually friends now
before you were really cold and mean but now you've opened up a bit
you're more sweet and considerate of my feelings

yoongoop
i was just acting like that towards you cause you were just some random person texting me and i didn't know you that well
i always put walls up when i meet new people
i don't want you to think that i only acted like that towards you

hosock
i understand
i'm just glad that you were able to show more feelings to me

yoongoop
yeah heh 😅

hosock
I GET DISCHARGED TOMORROW UGH YES

yoongoop
YAY
I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU

hosock
i can't wait to sleep in my own bed
speaking of bed
i'm really tired
so i'm gonna go to sleep
you should too
it's getting late
sweet dreams <3

yoongoop
okay
you too <3

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