stray kids one shots ✨🌹✨

hyunjin; livestream

"hello~
it's been a while, stays~ <3", hyunjin winked at the camera, smiling and being cute as always.
his eyes widen as he saw the comments literally floating over the screen and the viewer count raising, higher and higher. it made him more pressured, though.
"woah, so many people are watching this right now~ it's amazing!"

hyunjin, you're amazing <3
please marry me T_T
are you guys resting well?
but also,
hyunjin, if you don't notice me, i'm gonna be really sad

behind the camera, you took a good look at his face and noticed him giving much attention to the viewers, with a slight pressured face.
"notice me, or i'm gonna be sad
i noticed you! haha"
it might seem very lovely which it is, indeed. hyunjin takes very good care of his fans. posting much, he even wrote a letter that wraps everything up in 2019 to stays, to share more emotions with them.

but who thinks as closely about him as well?
not the stray kids hyunjin,
the real one, the person he becomes off-stage, hwang hyunjin.
yes, who?

your gaze fell down to the ground and you forgot to listen to him for a minute and got into a trance full of thoughts, and concern.
hyunjin.
you're an amazing person.
you take so much care of the people who look up to you.
yes, you might be too emotional at times and cause problems, fight and argue with the people around you.
you might be doubting yourself and the work you do.
you might be disappointed in yourself and practice more and more, trying to meet your standards once more.
but that's normal, everyone is going through tough times.
the reason why we're all here where we are is because of the people who support us, inspire us, push us to our limits, show us how to be or not to be, make us do things we have never done before and most importantly,
worship and love us.

who's your person?
would you consider me that person...?

as your camera assistant made gestures to make you come back to reality, your head shook fast and you focused again to the present.
hyunjin communicating to stays.
the assistant's face reminded you once more about the work-relationship you had with him.
no, i can't be that person.
that's wrong.
we're just two people working together and that's all.
to care about him is natural, then.
yes, that's it. that's why i crave wanting to take care of you.

[guys.
i noticed many people treating idols like they actually know them, especially with chan.
yes, he has told us about his mental problems in the past and made lives a lot to be active for us. that's amazing. doesn't mean we know him. we only know his persona, the person he is on stage and on camera.
we know bang chan, leader of stray kids.
and not christopher bang, the person he really is.
that's why is making up mental diseases only analysing his behaviour in these lives is not something we should do. saying he has depression and not labelling as a theory is very critical, it's personal. i know how stays are wanting to help him but the fact we don't actually know him/the boys makes it, like i said, critical as it could cause both jyp, stray kids and stays very confused. and can be even seem invading since we're kind of making up things that affect their personal life.
yes, we should definitely stop the hate against chan. at one of his livestreams last year, i have been seeing so much hate and that's just unbelievable. i spammed too much positive comments that i got banned. after that, i just couldn't look at these other comments anymore, or chan, knowing the fact he's getting so much hate and imagining how i would feel in his situation made me teary and i had to leave the live.
ending up this little note, i want to you to respect stray kids' personal life and not make any assumptions about their mental health without proven facts. it's confusing and probably won't do the job.]