Tinep [The story about a normal boy]

17. the Bridge

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⚠️trigger warning nearly suicide⚠️

Femke: (still running to her house, she still cries, she stops when a idea pops into her head, shakes her head, thinks: no, not a good idea, looks back to Merijn, who is far far away, turns around and goes home)

Merijn: (looks one time back, sees she just walks home)

Femke: (arrives home) I'm home (goes to the sofa and turns the TV on)

Femke her Grandma: give me the remote Femke

Femke: why? you're always watching TV, can I just watch please?

Femke her Grandma: no! give me the remote!

Femke: o-okay (gives her the remote fast) I'm sorry

Femke her Grandma: go to your room!

Femke: y-yeah I'm sorry (runs upstairs to her room, starts sobbing, closes the door behind her and leans against the door, sitting down slowly, sobbing into her hands, mumbles to herself) w-why do I live? (stands up and smashes the first thing she can, one of her school books, on the ground) why for gods sake do I fucking live UGH! (falls on her knees crying again)

Femke her Granddad: SILENCE YOU RAT!

Femke: (yells back) FUCK OFF (slaps her hands on her mouth when she said it) shit...

Femke her Granddad: YOU WANNA GET IN TROUBLE!

Femke: (ignores him, laying on her back on the bed, the tears rolling on the bed) why does no one likes me Scooter?

Scooter: (lays on Femke her chest, falling asleep)

Femke: not even a simple soul. T hates me, my dad hates me, my grandparents hate me, my mom... (looking next to her, seeing a picture of her and her mother) I miss you, I wish you were still here, then I would be less lonely (she sits up)

Scooter: (jumps with four paws at the same time in the air)

Femke: (picks Scooter up and thinks, gets an idea) what if I just go to her (smiles, still crying, grabs the picture, going downstairs, wiping her tears)

Femke her Grandma: where the hell are you going?!

Femke: byee!

Femke her Grandma: where are you...

Femke: (slams the door behind her) bye my hatefully grandparents! (skips past the street for an hour, still holding Scooter until she sees a bridge) that's good enough I guess (smiles and skips to the bridge, getting exhausted cuz the bridge is really high) jezus christ, where is the elevator on this thing (looks around to make sure no one is there and leans over the side of the bridge, her hands start shaking) jeez that's high (takes two steps back, thinking: nobody gives a damn fuck about me, looks up to the blue sky, smiles, placing Scooter on the bridge)

Scooter: (lays down comfortably)

Femke: MOM, IM COMING (climbs over the edge of the bridge, smiling down to the water, still holding the side, waiting for a bit)

Merijn: (sees something on the bridge, walks to the bridge, starts running when he sees someone hanging on the edge of the bridge) HEY!