Lose you to love me. {E.D} complete

8 (End)

"And now it's goodbye, it's goodbye for us"

♡

I picked up the box and started to make my way to the living room.

I took a moment to look around and breathe.

Ethan tilted my head up slightly and placed sweet kisses on my lips.
He lowered his lips to my ear-biting it before he whispered

"Fuck you're beautiful."

My breath hitched as I thought of the memory.

I keep walking as my eyes landed on the photos in frames near the door of the apartment.

Some were pics of me and ethan while others were baby photos of his family.

"why do we have to do this?"

I smile at ethan as I hand him decorative items.

"because e this place is ours and it needs to feel like it"

"But whyyy they already know it's ours they don't need to feel it"

"Just shut up and do it," I said laughing.

A small smile made it's way onto my lips as I think of a good memory between me and ethan.

I took my car keys after putting on my shoes and made it out the door.

♡

I pulled into the Dolan twin's driveway while sighing.

"here goes nothing"

I got out of the car and took the box out of the back seat.

I walked up to the door and rang the doorbell as nervousness ran through me.

I was greeted at the door by a woman who looked to be around the same age as me.

She had blond curly hair and red lipstick. while I had always straight blond hair and a soft pink lip gloss. I look like a child compared to her. shes twice the woman I'll ever be.

"Hey, Uhm is Ethan Dolan home?" I asked while struggling to hold the box.

She stepped aside indicating that he was home and that she was letting me in.

He really did take two months to replace us.

I placed the box on the ground and looked around.

This place hasn't changed much.

"It was about time you brought my things I thought you would have kept it"

I almost had a heart attack when I looked to my left to see ethan with his arms crossed while leaning against the entrance that connects the living room to the front entrance.

"yeah I had just forgotten with having to work and looking for new apartments"

Awkward silence.

The girl from earlier began to walk towards Ethan's room giving us privacy.

"so you have a new girlfriend?"

"I wouldn't say 'girlfriend' we're just having a little fun."

"great." I rolled my eyes.

More awkward silence.

"you know my intentions were never to hurt you," he speaks up

"Really now? then what were your intentions?"

Ethan uncrossed his arms and began making his way towards me.

"I just thought that I could have any girl I wanted while still coming back to you,"

He took another step closer.

"having to taste everything while still having a girl at home was everything I wanted. I felt like I had something to fall back on no matter what happened and it was nice. and I didn't care about how you felt and for that I'm sorry"

He now stood dangerously close to me and I slowly looked up at him.

his hands made its way to a piece of hair that had fallen in front of my face. His fingers wrapped around it before he pulled it behind my ear.

I grabbed his wrist stopping him from more contact.

"Ethan don't"

"Please just hear me out. I was in love with you. I never cheated on you for 5 months straight I-I was even going to propose. but then I slipped up. You're my whole world no other girl has ever meant anything to me besides you. I love you"

I processed every word while starting into his eyes.

We were standing very close.

The tears running down my face were inevitable.

I pushed his hands away from my face

"no, you don't stop saying that when you have a girl in the other room."

"two months Ethan two months. It took me two fucking months to get myself together while you were fucking other girls so don't act like you love me."

I pushed him back and turned around to leave.

I was about to pull open the door but I stopped to say one thing.

"goodbye ethan"

I was running to my car while my tears blurred my eyes.

But then I bumped into something.

Or someone...

"Alice?"

I wipe my eyes and look up slowly to see Grayson.

"G-Grayson hi"

I send him a soft yet sad smile.

"I'm guessing you just talked to ethan. to be honest I was kind of sad I thought I would never see you again."

"Yeah, I just did. and gray you know I could never stay away from you for too long"

"Hey, why don't we go somewhere and hang out like old times. I'll take you to st maria's"

"I would love too. plus I'm super hungry."

Grayson held out his hand for me to take and I held his hand.

We made it to his car and got in.

Everything will be okay.

I needed to hate ethan to finally realize my worth.

I needed to lose him to love me.

END.

I really hoped you guys enjoyed this mini fanfic. The first fanfic I wrote was trash so I decided to take it slow and make a mini one first. I'm thinking about making a longer book next. I've already made the cover and the description so please let me know right here if I should go ahead and make it.

Anyways thank you so much for taking time out of your day to read this it means a lot to me ♡♡♡ -k