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Dear Winter [SMUT WARNING]

DEAR WINTER

The date is December 12th, and I am turning 35 this year on the 25th.

I'm three months pregnant, and three times as moody as ever. I've craved the weirdest shit, and everything drives me crazy. I get extra jealous when Eren so much as looks at someone else. He reassures me that I'm the only one for him.

I believe him, I always do.

I get cranky if they don't give me what I want. I wanted pickled eggs, but it took them hours just to acquire the eggs and oil.

I threw a fit in the middle of the canteen, screaming at everyone to hurry and make me pickled eggs. After that happened, they stocked up on eggs and oil to keep me satisfied. There hasn't been anything like that happening so far.

I lost my muscle and gained two pounds. Sometimes I look at myself and see someone whom Eren could never love. Then Eren tells me that no matter what, I'm beautiful in his eyes.

I repeat that in my head every day. And it works every time.

I'm more prone to emotions now, and it freaks everyone out when I suddenly burst into tears. When I laugh randomly in the canteen because of the tiny fluttering inside of me, they all back away as if I'm going nuts. Eren tells them all to mind their own business and go back to doing whatever, and it really makes me happy when he stands up for me. I looked at Eren, the way he smiled at Petra before hurrying to me and giving me my breakfast of pickled eggs, bread, and tea.

He ate his own meal, just regular bread and porridge. I wrinkled my nose at the smell of the porridge before running off and dry-heaving into the grass. Eren followed after me with worry shining in his ocean eyes, and I smiled reassuringly that I was alright.

He just nodded and rubbed my back gently. We returned to the canteen to find a worried Hanji and Erwin. We told them I was fine, baby just don't like the scent of porridge.

They were relieved and went back to eating. Eren and I finished our meals and went to our room. He laid down, and I wrapped myself around him. He put his arms around me, drawing me in close.

I kissed his lips and nuzzled into his chest, sighing softly. "Levi? Love you."

"I love you too." I mumbled underneath my breath, a hand wandering to curl protectively around my tiny, round belly.

The quilt was pulled over our bodies, up to our chins. He yawned with me following, and we both fell asleep to the sound of each other's heart beats.

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"Levi baby. Wake up, Love. I have to leave."

I groaned, rolling over and wrapping my arms around his waist, stopping him from going anywhere.

"Don't leave me." I muttered, eyes blinking rapidly to wake myself up.

He sighed, hands gently. "It's the first expedition since the Female Titan. I have to go. We're finally capturing it. I-we all might know who it is. We just need confirmation, and then we can bring them in."

I grew curious at that. "Who is it?"

"Annie Leonhart. I'm still trying to process...she taught me hand-to-hand techniques in our training days. I didn't think...this entire time she was the Female Titan. I'm scared, Heichou. I considered her and Reiner and Bertolt as friends. I don't know what to do."