Hello, it's me, again. I really miss you especially today. It's my mom's four year anniversary of her death, incase you were wondering. I remember when you comforted me on your shoulders, wrapping me in the warmest hug as I broke down in your arms, letting myself spilled like water falling down the river of calmness, down into your arms. I knew then that I loved you more than anything, I was so grateful to have you there. There. Now you're probably cheering her up every time she's down, or when she's having a rough day. You have her in your arms the same way you did to me that day...those days I felt down, i'm not that special anyways. I miss you...I love you. I wish you were still here with me, instead of her. What can I do...I hope you're happy though...please be happy. I'm okay...fine I promise. You probably don't care, that's okay though.
