I visited Dad today. He’s getting a bit better! I’m glad, School has been okay, and well, I see you’re just wow. Doing quite well. I mean I still keep on trying to find reason not to unfollow you from instagram, or my contacts, I know you did. You know I had you on my phone as “My one and only” oh gosh that was so damn cheesy, but I loved it...I loved you. I know that you had me as “ray of sunshine” and it made me so happy to know that’s how you felt about me and how you saw me as...I just miss you, and your goofy smile. I mean that day you told me you wanted to break it off, when I saw that frown on your face, I-I froze. Some part of me knew I guess. Your words hurt me so badly you know. But I mean my opinions don’t matter, right? I don’t matter, and I never did. I was just a little pebble in your life, so you got tired of me and kicked me away...that’s all I was. And she’s your new love now, but she’s not a pebble like I was, no she matters right? I still love you, I'm just a sick fool in love with someone who’d never love them back. What can I do? I just can’t let you go. Please don’t forget me...
