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chapter 3 - hospitalized

In the hospital , i hear the doctor talking to my mom saying things like i will be fine and she is gonna be ok but theres one thing he said and it was the  Im in a coma ... Yep that happened.

Hey said someone , it sounds like brittany  "how are you doing i know you cant answer but that scrub looks cute on you she says i think in my head , is she really being nice.. oh well thats fake like she is being so gratefull  i dont understand friendship anymore like im confused.

When brittany left i met someone or he met me , his name is joshua , he is really nice and sweet he says he has pneumonia

Or something  ,but he is still sweet though.

The next day Life in the hospital is quiet ,

I feel like im the only one here. So its been a loooong coma ,  my questions are am i going to wake up ?, am i going to die?, whats going to happen when i leave?.

But when i think brittany was going to beat up with the rest of the p!nk crew.I feel in either way i was going to be in the hospital, i just think to myself what did i do to brittany for her to hate me ?.

Is brittany sad or is she happy that im half dead , when i go to  school is everyone going to be sad , will i get noticed, will i have friends ???.

The principal never knew that i existed she thought when i went to office , i was a visitor or a parent . i feel like nothing , i have to live to see my mom and brother .

Im learning that death is not an option.

Oh my gosh are you okay said dara the youngest member of the p!nk crew , i felt as though she was joking with me because if i come back to school everything going to be the same , i will have no friends ..again .

I hear something , the doctor is talking to my mom. He  came in the room  telling my mom how long ill be in a coma . she will be in a coma   for 15 days ,she has about 10 days left then she will be ready to go to school but she is going to need her oxygen tank.

my mom stayed the night, when she was there she started kniting . i love it when my mom knits she look like a old lady

In a nursing home.

Hey im here to see jessica said someone "hello im joshua i have pneumonia its a deseas i have , i come in and watch jesse while she is sleep , i hope that dont sound creepy you have a beutiful daughter".

I feel  my heart rasing my brain in a contest , my heart beat is high up to 5'000 per second boy oh boy i wish i knew what looks like.

I have about 9 days left then i will wake.

The nurse came in and see if i needed help she started talking to me  just to seem if i will wake up.

A day went by and i was still in a coma i wanted to wake up but i cant  , joshua came to my room 4 times a  day asking the nurses if im ok and everytime he came the nurse kept saying yes she's fine  but he doesnt listen ,he comes in and just watch me. Its kinda creepy i would like to smile but i cant move a muscle .

At lunchtime joshua brought me food, i dont know why, i cant eat  so he started to eat .  i wonder if  what he looks like , what does pneumonia look like ,  he doesnt need to be cute he already won my heart he is generous ,sweet,kind  and plus u know what they say love is blind, i like him for his personality on some days he comes in and feel my head , some times he starts singing.

In 6 hours im going to wake up and go to school.

Oh my gosh i can feel my feet and i tried wiggling my hand, i pushed my room button and the nurse came in there calling all the doctors , she called my mom.

When my mom came in i ...finally open my eyes....