things to know about me

list about myself X3

ok number 1. my real name is natalie but i love to be called my nickname nat orナタリー witch means my name in japanese

number 2. um heh oh boy already shy ... heh (/ ε＼*)  u- um im 17 years old in real life

number 3.  i love to play video games and do vr chats i also use this app called amino ish not a game but its something teenagers use to comunacate to others

number4. i love anime   i have a long list of em but ill just cut to the basics for ye X3 its my hero acadima   Tokyo ghoul   annnd . . . attack on tittain 

 number 5. im really shy in person  heh... but im also very clumsy smart playful bossy rude stubborn agressive  annnd picky  but really  really sweet X3

number 6. i has  siblings .... SUPRISE XD  ye i have a little sister she's 7 years old and then i have a  really coot / hot step brother and he's the same age as me   * coughs* y- yea he's 17 too

number7. i   dont like to discribe my look but i look more tomboyish like i have  dark brown hair with red highlights on the ends  olive greenish eyes pale skin tone and smol freckles

number 8. im in high school but i am not popular nor a  " nerd" im in the middle called the normal group XD i have a small group of friends and i mostly hang out with they know im wired

number 9. i have a big goal to meet my online friends in person i would gladly  do so one day  the  main person id meet in person would have to be anime and my other gammer friends >w<

number 10. nie im not single ish taken by  (le coughs not tellin) but ye ish not single so YAY X3

 number 11. i have   two husky puppers and one cat my  husky's names are lucy and oreo wile my cats name is   amber  my spirt animal ish a wolf ... ( or cat )

number 12. i was born with dyslexia and mute so i wasen't grate at spelling nor speaking but i did learn sign language  and typing even though im still not the best speller -3-

number 13.i was born in japan but raised in  the U.S on my aunts/ uncles side they tough me how to speak well English   ( hint: im slowly but surely loosing my native language aka Japanese)

number 14. i communicate to people using sign language or texting them but im at a therapy  that helps me talk plus i also got segray  on my voice area

number 15. i have a fursona that's  a wolf with black fur and blue tips (yes i also love furry XD)

number 16. iv been thru mantle and finical abuse by my parents in a whole year/ month that if anyone play hits me or try to play hit me i'll intently flinch  or jump or even run off

number 17. iv been tru a endless battle between depression and anxiety  so its hard for me to earn someone's trust mainly because iv been bullied  or teased

number 18. i rarely do this but i also skype or face call my online friends -.-, im shy so please dont ask for a face call nor skype thats my first and last time doing so -w-

 nummber 19. i suffer with hearing voices and hulusnation i also tend to uncontrolably twitch or tick when i talk or doing nothing yes i can talk due to the therapy but if i say something it would tick (almost like ticci toby from creepypasta XD)

number 20. i suffer with a unknown but deadly sickness that every time i get sick i'd end up into the  emergency room asap ( id say the side effects but it makes me emotional to do so)

number 21. i have a  a row of scars that i did myself on my arms with a razor  like id have to say i have 9 scars  on my arm 

number 22. i suffer with bad depression to the point  no one can't stop it like they can't stop me from self harming T^T

number 23. iv been so  harsh/ toxic to ppl i meet because of being hurt so meny times from ppl and self aware about others that i end up being cold to people due to bullying or lost of friendship 

number 24.  i have a phobia of  the dark and clowns and  being neglected by people now call me childish but  iv been afraid of the dark ever since a incident happend between me and my cousin i shall not speak about it

number 25. my  step bro is helping me face my fears of trusting people and starting to open up my feelings about it normal'y it woulden't sound like me but im closer to my step bro then my friends tbh

number 26. i lost my uncle due to a massive shoot out  witch was between my dad who was a gang leader and  his gang mates they killed him to only try to get me back (he was like another dad to me)

number 27. my forever childhood movies that i still watch till this very day are * the lion king and beauty and the beast*

number 28. im allergic to peanut butter and jelly but i can eat nuttela  or something that dose not contane nuts

number 29. my zodiac is a segetarus  but my future zodiac's i wish to be are ( Scorpio Leo and Aquarius)

number 30. i  tend to  have " A.D.H.D" according to my aunt/ uncle   but i dont really bleave  them i mean i seem O. D .D to them but to me im just living my life

 number 31. i am a grate singer/ dancer i tend to sing alone then around others becuse well ...  you guessed it  im shy .w. yep... 

number 31. i have mix personality's so im always being called Harley Quinn's twin  sis or being called insane pyscho crazy ECT...  but im use to them because tbh if i was in a anime id be known to be a yander  even though im sorta a yander in person ... hehe

and lastly number 32. my  fav youtuber is hazbin hotel and satellite city 

I WILL BE WORKING ON A NEW STORY ISH SOWY I HAD TO CUT MY HERO ACADEMIA SHORT T^T  BAIIIII <3 <3 <3 ( ^w^ <3)