I thought I would never wrote for you
But here I am in my bed while thinking of you
With my pen and piece of paper.... and you
Wearing my pajamas and loose shirt to be proper.
Catching the night sky with a lot of stars in it.
But I am still up until now
Three twenty three in the morning exactly
While my eyes swollen because of envisioning.
Letting myself write while my tears keeps on raining,
And the paper is about to rip because of the falling.
My heart can't take the pain, so the sky did rain.
It cries with me, til I reach sunshine.
Thinking how your lips rose a smile while talking about her,
And me infront of you consistently thinking why it's not me
I touch my self to stop myself from crying
But all I could offer is a fake smile
Include my smile that how will I fake it,
To look well when you see me
Playing the music I love to.
While thinking the person I am inlove with.
And the saddest it's you... my dear friend.
- dhenj
