Ricky's P.O.V
It's Saturday and I still can't figure out what to do to show Niyah that I'm down to share her with my brothers.
Victor already had is way with her without breaking any of his rules and I'm sure Jayson did as well due to the super huge smile her and Jayson sported when walking back to the table yesterday.
I have no idea what the others have up their sleeves but I don't want her to think that I don't want her. I truly do, I want to have my way with her and even more. I want to cuddle with her and kiss her until I can't anymore.
Sex would be a bonus when it comes to her. A very big bonus.
I should probably just go the practical way and tell her how I feel. But words never work when you need them.
Hence why I'm staring at her door right now trying to figure out if I should knock or go back in my room for some "me time".
"Me time" is winning by a lot right now because my nerves are freaking me the hell out now.
As I take a step back and attempt to turn around....key word: attempt. Her door swung open and out was a messy hair and sleepy face Niyah. She looked at me confused and I looked back at her speechless.
How does she look beautiful no matter what she looks like or wears. It's not fair to me and mini me.
"Anything you need Rick?" She asked and I couldn't find any words to answer so I just nodded awkwardly.
"Oh well I need to use the bathroom so you can just wait in the room and then we can talk. I again just nodded my head because I'm an idiot.
I sat on her bed while I waited for her to finish whatever she was in the bathroom doing. From the corner of my eye I see the picture frame of her and her dad that she set up on the windowsill after me and my brothers decorated her room.
She looked so young and happy. An exact replica of her dad but some things on her you can tell that she got from her mother. I'm assuming her mom was the one to take the picture of her and her dad.
I heard her door close but I was very interested in that picture. I never seen her smile to happily. She looked like she was in her own personal heaven. I wish I could make her smile like that again, one day.
"What was it you wanted?" She asked as she sat across from me. I looked at her before opening my mouth and closing it again. I didn't know how to say what I wanted to say.
"Um...so Nye you've been here a long time and...like..yeah" I closed my mouth scared of what may attempt to tumble out.
"Yeah, I have. Was that all you wanted to say...?" She trailed off. I sighed shaking my head yes before getting up and heading for the door. I didn't know expressing my feelings would be so hard but somehow making sexual hits at her is a lot easier.
"Wait Ricky, I don't think that could have been all you wanted. You could have said that to me anytime of the day." She looked at me confused.
"Niyah. I don't understand why or how this is so hard for me to say especially because I'm always saying super sexual stuff to you but, I like you a lot." I didn't look at her which probably helped me get the sentence out in the first place, so I continued while looking at anything else but her.
"You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Your laugh is like a drug and I want to hear it all the time, you take my crap and never get mad or annoyed with me. I know sharing seems like a lot but it's worth it because it means I can be with you and my brothers can experience your awesomeness as well."
