Moments

Faults

I push people away,

Even though I wish for them to stay,

What is wrong with me,

And why are these faults a part of thee.

I betray people's trust,

Their secrets I share without a fuss,

To those who truly know me,

I know why you can't trust thee.

I made people cry,

By going too far and becoming vile,

I do know what's wrong with me,

But why won't I act differently.

I fake a smile every day,

Acting all happy with people along the way,

But then the sun sets in every direction,

And my true colors burst, leaving a trail of depression.

I know my flaws, my sins, my grave mistakes,

Yet on that path I continue to take,

I don't know if this is me,

Because if there's one thing I don't know it's that

I don't know me.