The L word (Old)

Why Are You Scared Pt1

                                                                    ~3rd persons p.o.v~

  Ron and Harry made their way down to get some dinner. Once they made it, Harry told Ron to go on, and he would be there in a second. Once Ron was out of sight, Harry turned toward the Slytherin table. He walked along the sides to find his blonde boyfriend. After a hot minute, he found Draco. The taller boy had his head down on the table, like he was sleeping. Harry said hello to Pancy and Blaize who were sitting on either side of Draco.

  Harry tapped on Draco shoulder, but the boy didn't sit up. "He's been like this for the past couple days. He won't tell me or Blaize why." Pancy said with a worried face. "Hmm. ." Harry though. Harry patted Draco on the back. Still nothing.

  "WAKE UP, ACORN!!" Blaize yelled as he punched Draco's arm.Draco suddenly sat up. "W-what?!" Draco looked around, confused. Pancy and Blaize snickered. "Assholes. ." Draco muttered. When Draco turned and saw harry, he blushed. 'How embarrassing. .can't believe I did that in front of Harry. .' He thought to himself. Harry gave a little laugh. "what's been up with you lately?? You always look so tired. And Pancy just told me you've been acting weird." Harry said, giving Draco a confused yet concerned look.

  Draco looked down. 'How am I supposed to tell him. .??' He asked himself. "Nothing. .just. . haven't been sleeping well.."  Draco answered. Harry turned to Pancy. She shook her head. She knew when Draco was lying. And he was. "Oh, well. .I'll talk with you later?? Ron and Hermoine are waiting for me at the Gryffindor table." Harry told Draco. "Yea," Draco muttered. Harry squeezed Draco's shoulder before leaving to eat with the rest of the golden trio.

                                                               ~Draco's p.o.v~

  I watched my pretty lover walk away. It hurt to hide something so brutal from him. I just can't risk anything bad to happen to our relationship. We worked so hard, got through so much stuff to get to this point. I can't throw it away.

                                                                            "Draco."

  A stern voice snapped me out of my thoughts. "Hm, yeah Pancy??" I asked the girl to my left. " I know you're lying. It's obvious.. Why are you hiding things from us?? What's been bothering you??" Pancy put he hand on my knee while finishing her million questions. This is not what is need right now. A million questions I don't want to answer. "It's nothing, really. I'm not lying." that obviously didn't fool her.

  "Draco I swear to god I will get Harry over here. I'm pretty sure that's worse than talking to me. It's probably about him anyways." Pancy threatened. Haha, like I'm letting that happen. Why does she have to be so good at reading peoples minds?? It's like she had super powers. Though, in a world like ours, that might be well possible.

 "Alright," I sigh. "Fine." Blaize scoots closer to here the tea that's about to be spilled. "It is about Harry. .I can't tell him. It might hurt him. It will hurt him. I look down. "What do you mean?? Is it that bad??" Blaize asked curiously. " I think it is. Maybe not to you." I say."Get to the point!!" Pancy exclaimed. 

  "Ok, ok. My parents will never except us, being together that is. I was talking with my father, the last time we went to Hogsmaid. He said that's when we could catch up. Surprising right?? Anyways, when we were talking, I accidentally let it slip that I was dating someone. My father said he wanted her to come over during summer break. Obviously he thought it was a girl. I didn't tell him I was gay yet. I might never, he'll never accept me. I'm not sure about my mum. I can't bring harry there. They hate him. But I don't want him to feel like I'm embarrassed to be with him. ." I finish.

  "Wow" Blaize says. "Yeah, that's a lot." Pancy says after Blaize. "Jeez, thanks." rolling my eyes. " I know you want to keep this a secret from him, but you need to tell Harry how you're felling!! He's your boyfriend after all. I'm sure he'll take it the right way. It's a little sad you tell your friends more than your lover." Pancy said. I sighed. 

                                                 

                                                         "I just can't. ."