The L word (Old)

Why Are You Scared Pt 2

                                                                    ~Harry's p.o.v~

  Lunch was normal. Plenty of Hermoine fangirling. I'm not sure what's going on with Draco, but I'm going to ask Pancy about it. if anyone knows, it's going to be her. I know i should probably leave it alone, but I'm not that kind of person. Besides, he's my boyfriend. It's not going to be that bad, right??

  The day was as normal as Hogwarts could possibly be. I decided to try to get an answer out of Draco. I tried to ignore the fact that Draco was hiding something that evidently was so bad he couldn't tell me it. .but I have failed miserably. 

  I made my way around Hogwarts for a while. 'where is he??' I thought. he was pretty easy to spot. And I started looking for him at his last class, so I would have seen him. I guess i don't know him as well as I thought. .

  After a while, I finally found the snow blonde boy. "Draco!!" I called out. He stopped and turned reluctantly. I sprinted up to him. "Hey, can we talk later?? At the library??" I ask him. "Erm, eh- y-yeah, definitely. ." He looks away from me. 'he looks guilty. .' I thought. "Alright. .come at 6:00. .OK??" I squeeze his shoulder. "Hmhmm. .yes. ." He just walks away from me. .I sigh. 

                                                            ~le time skip to 6:00~

  I make my way to the library with scary thoughts in my head. Ones I don't want to think about anymore. Mostly ones like he's going to breakup with me, or he doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. .

  I enter the library and I look for Draco, but he isn't here. Most of the time he's even here well before I am. I sit down in our usual spot and wait. It was a while before I saw him enter the library. When he saw me he sighed before walking over here. He sat down. "Hey, Harry. What did you need??" He asked tiredly. "I. .HM. .I need to know what you're hiding." His face quickly turns to one of dread. "I'm your boyfriend. You shouldn't hide things from me. I tell you everything. Even when I don't need to, because I trust you with all of it!! I wouldn't care if it was something little. But people don't act like this when it's little!!" He looks down at his shoes.

  "You don't get it. .it's horrible. .selfish. ." Draco said. "Is that so, or is it because you can't trust me even now??" I asked. I know I shouldn't have reacted that way, but I mean,you can't say you wouldn't wonder the same thing. "What, no, Harry, you need to listen to me." Draco said, his head shooting up at my comment. "I'm trying to, but you aren't telling me anything!!" I exclaim.

  Draco sighs. "Fine, I was trying to protect you from being hurts, but I guess you don't care." You looks at me, a little venom in his eyes. "I don't want you to stay with me over the summer. It won't go well. My whole family hates you, and they will try to make me hate you too. I don't care if you want to or not, that doesn't matter. You. Aren't. Going. And don't give me that 'but im your boyfriend' shit." Draco said with pure venom in his tone of voice. "Ok, what the fuck?? That's complete bullshit!!" I said. "Oh. My. Merlin Potter. You're feelings get hurt so easily!!" Draco argued. "Well maybe they wouldn't have been if you said that a little nicer!! Why are you so scared about your parents?!" I said with a scowl. "I just told you!! You already know!! I don't have to be nice for shit. Merlin, you would think living with those muggles for 14 years of your life would make you stronger emotionally at least!! Maybe they should have kept you in that cupboard, starved you more." Draco stated, crossing his arms.

  What did he say, they should have starved me more?? As soon as he said that I pulled out my wand. "Expelliarmus!!" I yelled, pointing my wand at Draco. Before I could register what I just did, Draco went flying into a bookshelf behind his. "Holy shit, Draco!!" I exclaimed. I couldn't move, after a few moments my legs moved for me. I was running out of the library.