Daughter of the big three

My epic breakdown

First of all, I should've watched where I was going. Second of all, I should've just continue walking and ignoring the laughter. I didn't do those things and let me tell you what I did instead.

I was continuously walking to my spot until I tripped and fell on the floor with food on me. Who knew this would be the first time I've ever get myself embarrassed? I heard some people laughing, but I didn't know who. Hazel, Leo, Percy, Nico, and Annabeth was just staring at me.

Do their stares mean they feel sorry for me or something else?

I don't know what they are thinking, but I know I had to get out of here. So, I picked myself up and walked away only to be tripped again. This time the entire camp was laughing and harder than ever. They started to throw insults like a weirdo, loser, freak, creepy, alien, and etc. I was used to it though since my classmates love to call me that all the time, so it doesn't hurt that much.

But there was one thing that made me just snap. It was like my heart was ripped into two pieces then crushed into smaller pieces. When that person said something about my family abandoning me for making their lives miserable, I want to kill everyone. I want to give them a brutal death and make them suffer, but I can't because I'm not that type of person to kill everyone.

Before I leave, I face Nico and mouthed that I was sorry. I ran away from the Mess Hall with tears in my eyes. I just want to die and go to the fields of punishment. That's what I deserve anyway and I bet my father would be angry at me for being such a coward. I spotted a beach which was a perfect place to drown. I think Poseidon would be happy to kill me. I was about to go to the ocean, but Jenna stopped me.

"Isabella, please don't kill yourself," Jenna said

"Jenna, What are you doing here? Can't you just let me die? I don't belong here. I deserve to be dead since I'm a freak who can talk with ghosts." I said

"I am here to talk with my best friend. By the way, I saw you running away from the Mess Hall. So, I wanted to ask if you were okay." Jenna said

"Why would you think I will be okay after what happened? I'm not okay." I said while looking at the water. I could just jump in the water and get out of this conversation.

"I don't want you to die and Nico wouldn't want you to die either," Jenna said while coming in front of me.

"Why you don't want me to die?" I asked. I know that I'm asking the same question, but I'm not really in the mood and I want to die so badly.

"Isabella, I would be devasted and other people would be too," Jenna said

"Only if they give a damn about me," I interjected

"I believe someone will care about you as I do. Plus, the people who laughed at you are just jerks and don't understand. There are some people who really want to help you, but they're afraid too. If you are a freak, then I'm a freak as well." Jenna said

"Why are you saying this?" I asked. I know I'm being such a terrible friend.

"As I said before, I am your best friend. Also, I know what's like to be left out and become bullied." Jenna said

*sigh* She is so right

"Even though I extremely want to die right now, but your right. Thanks for stopping me from drowning. I'm glad to have you as my best friend. If you weren't around to help me, I would be in the underworld by now." I said

"I'm glad to be your friend too. I wonder where you be if you have succeeded in your attempt to kill yourself." She said with a puzzled look

"I would either be in the Fields of Asphodel or Fields of Punishment," I said