My heart has been fading, turning me into a monster
One day someone will break the chains that hold my savior
This room full of shadow is killing me with these walls of isolation
The white walls I stare at bring me agony, destroying my memories
I get consumed by darkness as my mind starts to unravel
Angels eat away at my poisoned soul, leaving my body paralyzed.
My body could only wait as I sat in the darkness paralyzed
I tried to think but my mind could only say that I am a monster
My heart began to bleed as it tried to break free and unravel
Tears started to fall as the chains grew tight while I wished for my savior
My feelings of love and joy began to fade, for they were only memories
The hope I kept alive inside of me turned into shadow, surrounding me in isolation
I trapped my heart, my mind, every part of me in this painful isolation
My body can no longer move because I let myself become paralyzed
The pain that I felt turns numb as I forget my memories
All my tears remind me that I turned myself into this monster
I can't take this pain anymore so I cry for my Savior
As I start to fade I wish for my life to unravel
I laugh as the light escapes me while the darkness begins to unravel
Everyone gives up on trying to free me from this isolation
Will I ever be found, or was I forgotten by my Savior?
The chains grow tighter the longer I am paralyzed
Don't call out to me for all I will do is taint you because I'm a monster
Inside I've been shaken, my sanity was taken with my memories
I start to become the demon that was hidden in my memories
Please don't forget who I was before this demon did unravel
Close your eyes and say goodbye before I am known as a monster
I became forgotten because I became lost in isolation
The chains around my heart were enough to make me paralyzed
When will they look through their minds and find my Savior?
Save me before this world pulls me down my Savior
I have forgotten everything, living in these painful memories
If I wait any longer every part of me will be paralyzed
They said that when you come everything will unravel
I feel nothing as I sit here alone in this world of isolation
When I try to remember who I was my mind says "monster"
The darkness becomes paralyzed has the chains around my heart get unlocked by my savior. I forgot about the monster I had become as I saw my memories. My heart and mind stopped trying to unravel when I was no longer lost in isolation.
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