𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴! ~ 𝐥𝐞𝐱𝐢 𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝

Chapter Four

Chapter Four:
"There's Something Fucking Wrong With Me."
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"When Leilani was thirteen, she snuck out of her house to go to her first high school party. That's when she met Lexi for the first time. Lexi was a year older than her, taller than her and the prettiest girl she had ever seen. Leilani didn't understand why her heart skipped a beat when she saw her smile. I mean, she certainly wasn't a lesbian, right? Dead fucking wrong. Leilani may put up one hell of an act, but I see straight through that 'straight' shit. And I see exactly how she feels for Lexi. Leilani was definitely, definitely fucked up. There's no getting around that. But something happened to her when she was eight that made her repress the slightest idea of liking girls. She crushed that thought under her Gucci shoes before it could even finish formulating."

"That night, she also had her first kiss. Unfortunately, it wasn't the best. In fact, it kind of fucking sucked. She was sitting at the edge of the pool when a boy walked over. Now, this boy was definitely in high school and definitely gonna grow up to be a perv living in a 'should have been fucking abandoned, rat infested, flea infested, gross ass apartment'. He kissed her without permission. Leilani thought she was supposed to like it, but she didn't. She hated it so damn much."

"Leilani hated it so much that when she got home that night, well past the ass crack of the middle of the night, she cried in the shower, rubbing her skin until it was red and burned. The water was turned at the highest setting and she sat there crying until it was ice fucking cold."

"It's a big dick, right?" Jules grinned, handing over her phone to Rue.

"Uh.." Rue scrunched her nose up, tilting for Leilani to see.

"Come on!" Jules whined, "It is!"

"Ew, bitch-" Leilani squinted her eyes, but at the reaction of Jules, she continued. "I mean.. How the hell are we supposed to scale it? What if he just had small ass hands? Or big ass hands?"

Jules groaned, taking the phone from Rue's hands. "Well, what do you want me to do about it?"

"Scale it." Rue shrugged, taking a bite out of her sandwich.

"With like.. A ruler?" The blonde said slowly, tilting her head.

"No! With, like.. a water bottle. Like an evian bottle. Those things are huge as fuck." Leilani shrugged, glancing over at the gym doors as Maddy, Cassie, Kat, and BB walked in. "'Kay, gotta go. See you later."

Jules waved goodbye as Leilani stood from the table and walked over to sit with her other friends.

"So, you're staying with him the entire weekend?"

"Yeah, like.. Friday and Saturday night." Cassie explained, giving Leilani an odd look.

"I-"

"Do any of you know how bitcoin works?" Kat asked suddenly, looking up from her phone.

"Uh, no. Who needs bitcoin when you got stacks?" Leilani giggled, tapping her fingers against her hoop earrings.

"No.. But you know who probably does?" Maddy glanced over at Leilani, "Ashtray."

"Ashtray?" Kat furrowed her eyebrows.