"It's kinda hard to explain" I sighed getting frustrated with the topic already. "Come on Haley, it's better to get things off your chest than to let it sit there and make you more miserable" he said as I nodded.
I sighed as I scratched my arm. "Okay so, uhm one day....."
Flashback, Haley is 10 and caitlyn is 7
Caitlyn and I got off the buss after school walking into our house as we heard yelling. We walked back outside. "Do you think we should go to the park" I asked caitlyn. "I love the park" she clapped as I nodded. We put our stuff down and raced to the 'park' in the back of the neighborhood near the woods, someone built it for there kids and it's was abandoned so me and caitlyn call it the park and go to whenever our mom and her dad are arguing.
I watched as caitlyn got on the wing-set. "Push me heyhey" she said calling my nickname as I decided to get behind her and push. As she giggled and laughed. We heard our names...it was her dad. "Uh oh" caitlyn said getting really scared. "Hey it's okay" I said stopping the swing. "Haley, we have to hide" he said grabbing my arm as I shook my head. "He'll get more mad" I said as her body started shaking. Her eyes rolled to the back of her eyes. Her body got straight as she started to fall, I grabbed her and dragged her back towards the house as her dad threw me on the asphalt driveway as I slid across the ground as I heard my mom yelling. "What the fuck did you do to her" her dad screamed at me. "Take her to the hospital dumbass" I heard my mom as I learned not to speak or move when he's like this or he will hurt me more.
I closed my eyes as I head a door slam close and tires screeching as it went away. I felt someone grabbing my. "Haley it's just me. Let me get a look at those" my mom smiled as she looked at my scrapes that were bleeding and a cut above my eyes that was bleeding a lot.
"Mommy...what's wrong with caitlyn" I asked as she sighed. "It's was probably a minor seizure like she use to get remember" she asked as I nodded remembering one time at the dinner table, another she was taking a bath.
"Why does he always blame them on me" I asked as she sighed. "Uhm, well honey, he doesn't like you" she said bluntly. "Why mommy...did I do something wrong" I asked as she smiled. "No honey, he doesn't like you, because he's jealous, he's jealous that someone as beautiful as you isnt his kid, even though caitlyn is very beautiful, he's still jealous that you aren't his kid either" she explained as I nodded. "Jealous people are ugly" I said as she nodded. "Yes it is honey, now come on, let's go clean you up" she said helping me in the house.
Flashback over
"Wow, what an asshole" Noen scoffed as I nodded. "It's kept getting worse too, there was drugs soon involved and alcohol and rape along with lines or other things too" I shook my head. "Rape" he questioned as I shook my head. "He never touched me and caitlyn, there was some nights my mom wasn't in the mood and he would threaten to kill me and my sister if she didn't" I explained as he scoffed. "What an asshole..wow...I know I kept saying that over and over again but really..wow...Jesus" he shook his head as I nodded. "So caitlyn gets seizures...what about when she got thrown on the ground, did that trigger one" he asked as I sighed. "No, when she got about 11 the seizures kinda slowed down and on her 13th birthday they seemed to have stop. She was really unhealthy and not mentally okay when ever chase threw her to the ground that's why she was easily and quickly slipped into unconsciousness." I explained as I tried to remember what the doctor said.
"You've got a crazy life...my entire life is being a ignored by everyone in my family besides my little brother, he loved to come and visit me, but my grandparents soon didn't want him over at ours so things got lonely and sad at my house quick and never really left my room until I met chase and them" he explained as I nodded. There was a knock at the door. "Come in" I smiled as my mom peeped her head in. "First, Caitlyn's dad is here and second so is your food" she smiled as we nodded. "Okay, lets go get our food" I smiled at Noen as I grabbed his hand as we stood up and left my room following our mom too the living room. Our food sat on the table as caitlyn had some churro things from Taco Bell shoved into her mouth. "Sorry" she said with a mouthful as I smiled. "It's okay cece" I said picking up the bag handing Noen the drinks as we went to leave the room.
"Wow, you're not even gonna acknowledged me" I heard as I smiled, I turned and saw him...just sitting there as if this was his own house. "Yeah and, you aren't my dad" I said as he chuckled. "I was the father figure in your childhood and you can't even say hi" he asked standing up off the couch. "You were never and never will be a father figure to me, you failed at being a father to caitlyn" I said as he sighed, crossing his arms.
"You're still the same little bitch I remember...and who's that" he asked looking at Noen. "It's Noen, my boyfriend" I smiled as he chuckled. "Last I remember, daddies little princess couldn't have any boyfriends" he smiled. "Too bad my daddy is dead and can't see me, so I hope you rot in a prison cell, and not even the disgusting things on maggots will eat your decaying body in a jail cell, you're a worthless, lowlife, piece of shit and I hope you die a slow, and painful death, and all the bad you've done just replaying in your mind as you're slowly dying" I said as I grabbed Noens shirt pulling him towards the stairs as we went up them as I heard low mumbling.
"Holy shit" Noen smiled once we got into my room. "Like I said..I hate that asshole" I chuckled as he smiled. "Yeah when he did the whole daddies little...yeah, I cringed so hard I think I pulled something" he said rubbing his stomach as we laughed alittle than started to eat our food.
