Chapter 5: Life goes On ?

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*So the baby did not survive such an early birth 2 weeks later he died in the NICU & went home to be with Jesus & be a guardian angel for both his mommy & daddy he died at 3 lbs*

Dehji: *after funeral service* EVERYONE STAY OUT MY D..M ROOM I WANT FOR NOBODY TO BOTHER ME *she says through tears*

Lee: Man i can't beleive i was bout to be a daddy .. tehn my baby boy gone to heaven man

Jerome(his cousin) : yeah man ik it's sad it's gone be hard but you know God does things for a reason maybe this is a sign maybe it's meant to be my nigga 

Lee: On some real ion wanna hear that shid man .. I wanted my son 

Jerome: Im sorry bruh .. life happens

*In Dehji's room her red & current boyfriend kyraun*

Dehji:*crying while trashing her room*

Red: Boo please stop it hurts everyone I know it was your baby but im sorry it had to happen !

Kyraun : bae pleeeease calm down ion like seeing you like this

Dehji: SHUT UP ! BOTH OF YOU SHUT UP & GO GET MY BABY BACK PLEAAAAAAAAASE I WANT MY BENJI ! WHY GOD DO THIS WHYY

Kyraun : *grabs hold of her & holds her as she cries* baby i love you it'll be ok things will get better it takes time

*Next day*

Dehji is at her locker at school

Montreyy: Yo D ? Im sorry what happened .. how you doing ?

Dehji: How you . ? *she says rudely then changes*  Im sorry trey

Montrey: I know its hurts .. i cant even imagine how to feel .. I hope you get better *kisses in her forhead* it you need me you got the number

*In first period Chem*

Dehji feels as if people are staring at her & making jokes 

Dehji: ANY MF BODY IM HERE GOT SOME FUNNY ISH THEY'D LIKE TO SAY ?? HUHH HUHHHH ? ALL YALL WANNA LOK AT ME & TALK ISH BUT DONT EFFIN KNOW A NIGGA !

teacher asks Dehji to leave the room & go to office

Counselor: baby i know this hurts everything happens for a reason

Dehji; but whyyy this ? why now ? when i laid eyes on my baby Benji i knew i wanted him & i wanted to raise him then God takes him away whyy ?

Counselor : The Lord works in mysterious ways .. he had your baby in heaven with him In his arms for all you know your baby could be your gaurdian angel

Dehji: It hurts so bad 

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