Chapter 11: Eat, Shower, Take My Medicine, and Sleep
It's been 5 days since I've been in here. It like a fucking prison. There nothing in here but a bed and a small ass window that I can barely see out of. I have to be in here for 2 extra weeks because I was resisting the nurses and throwing a huge fit for the first 3 day I was here.
It's been 5 days since I've had freedom. 5 days since I've seen my family and friends. 5 days since Jimin betrayed me.
Fuck Jimin. Fuck LeeRae. Fuck them both.
As soon as I'm out of here, I'm cutting all relationships off with Jimin. I'm gonna need to find me a new boy best friend.
Jimin ain't shit and I'm not gonna sit here and stress over him.
The door of the room opens I see 2 nurses come in with a tray of food. My food to be exact.
"It's time to eat lunch, Taylor." The nurse Johnson says.
He hands me the tray and they both leave. I eat my food in silence because there isn't anyone else in here but me. Even if there was someone else, there wouldn't be shit to talk about.
I finish eating my food, put my tray on the ground, and lay on my mattress.
Everyday at 7:00am and 7:00pm, I'm given medicine that helps control my mental help and my suicidal thoughts. I'm also given pills that help control my body. It's kind of hard to explain but it basically stops adrenaline from pumping in my body and stops me from acting wild, like I normally am.
All I do is eat, shower, take my medicine, and sleep. Nothing else. I cant wait to get out of this place. I don't think I've ever been so bored in my life.
The suicidal thoughts don't come as often anymore but it surely has reduced. By the time, I'm out of here, I'm going to have a higher prescription for this medicine so it can completely get rid of the thoughts every time I take the pills.
I'm going to have to take the pills everyday. Both the ones for my health and my behavior and actions.
Once I'm out of here, I'm going to try really hard to work on my behavior because having nothing to do gives me a lot of time to sit down and think. I realized that I'm either going to end up dead or in jail if I don't change my ways.
I want to prove my mom wrong. Show her that I can change. Make her regret everything she said to me. Make her regret leaving me.
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A/N: This chapter is a little boring but whatever. It's basically explaining how life is as a suicidal person in a hospital. I'm kind of half way done with this story. I have a couple more things in mind before this story come to an end though.
Go read My Slime, My Everything (NBA Youngboy) and Just For Me (NLE Choppa)
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FanfictionTaylor Pierson is a 17 year old who has issues with controlling her temper and staying out of trouble. She's always in trouble; at school, on the streets, even at her own parties. Park Jimin, on the other hand, is 18 and isn't the perfect and ideal...
